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Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild



Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss.

You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride.

You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!

Almost walked out..
Thursday. 9.25.08 7:20 pm


I almost walked out on the pair of them last night. Both him and Liz.

I was given a list before work yesterday of things we needed in the household. You know, normal stuff; toilet paper, soap, trash bags, etc. Most of that stuff isn't cheap you know? I had 3 stops to make after I got out of work at 2:30. I get home around 4. All of a sudden, I get this guilt trip of "where were you? Why'd you take so long?" Uhh, dumbass, Walmart is always packed with people, and I stopped and looked at halloween costumes for Liz because I was debating the kitty. I bring the bags in the house and he starts to unload them, questioning me for everything. "This wasn't on the list.. this wasn't either? Why do you need hairspray? didn't you just buy shampoo? Why did you buy deoderent?" Every fucking thing I got questioned for! Then was the almighty "How much did you spend?" Around $40. Big deal- we were out of a lot of things. Then the yelling starts. I'm standing in the kitchen trying not to cry as he's laying into me. Suddenly I just blew up. I said you know what? Fuck it. Take the kid, I don't care. I'm done with you and with her. And I walked out. Sadly my purse was in the house, so I didn't go far. I sat on the bed and just sulked for awhile until he came over and did the classic "abusive relationship give and take". He put his arms around me and 'took' it back, saying he was sorry and he doens't know why he yells at me. ::sigh:: Why me? What did I do to deserve this.

Thank GOD I have the 2nd weekend of November to look forward to. That's the only thing pulling me through :-/

Whatever though. I'm just going to drown myself in Sex and the City and imagine a better life of being single and having GREAT sex.
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i do agree with ya that unwanted pregnancies dont screw up everyone's life. im glad to know that u kept Liz n that i believe you'll be a great mom!

things will get better for you there. i know its easier said than done but i know that if we're positive , we can go far n besides whatever that we're experiencin right now, the struggle, the sadness, the heartache, its jst a phase of life. though its not easy but its not impossible. that's how i keep myself goin when im faced wth evil side of life.


» AlexisNg on 2008-09-26 12:15:58

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