Monday. 6.26.06 1:17 am
so i know that next to no one reads this anymore and that next to no one reads this anymore but every so often when i get into a certain mood i feel like i need to do something shout scream or end up trying to write even a little bit of what i feel down for the total of no one to read but its like an outlet some where i can let go for a minute and not worry about all my problems large or small that all ball up inside of me until i finally explode and have one big melt down that many people close to me know about usually they are panic attacks or some type of long cry that worries everyone because it lasts pretty much close to forever i just wish sometimes things work out for me for the best and not make me feel this weird empty feeling that comes over me sometimes when i just want to curl up in bed and not get up and believe me i have done that before with out two thoughts to whether i needed to be doing stuff or talking to people i just wanted to curl up and stay in my dark room and not be bothered by anything and right now you don't know how good that sounds i just want to hide and forget about everything and everyone and hopefully everyone will just forget about me too.........
I can't think of anything to say that won't sound like a fortune cookie or like some cliche "Things will get better" comment. So I'll just say this. I've been there. I know how you feel. And I hope it gets...better.
» Praetorian on 2006-06-26 03:47:15
Gahhh.. I hate it when people feel like that. I have also been there.. for a long time. So I sorta know what you are feeling because no one can ever fully know what someone is feeling. But sweetheart, you know I am ALWAYS here for you. You are my bestest friend.. even in the worst of times. I love you. If there is any advice I can give it's this... "Remember, you ARE a sex god."
» (68.68.94.10) on 2006-07-08 06:24:15
That was me before, I forgot to put my name.
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» js (165.21.154.70) on 2006-07-28 05:04:19
From the Queen of the Mojitobubble! Thanks so much for reading my blog :) I'm glad I've got fellow readers out there. Haha. Keep checkin' back yep? I've got yours bookmarked now =) Take care girl.
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» jackylegs (220.245.178.136) on 2006-07-28 07:21:33
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Wow. Maybe no one reads it because you abandoned it?
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