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the choice i have to make
PROFILE the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life my previous grievance motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional... Someone else pain is someone else happiness... To love is to know when to let go... To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u... Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way... Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain... song of the month
Artist: Nickelback Song: Photograph Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. How did our eyes get so red, and what the hell is on Joey's head. And this is where I grew up, I think the present owner fixed it up. I never knew we ever went without, the second florr was high for sneaking out. And this is where I went to school, most of the time had better things to do. Criminal record says I broke in twice, I must have done it half a dozen times. I wonder if its too late, should I go back and try to graduate. Life's better now than it was back then, if I was them I wouldn't let me in! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. We used to listen to the radio, and sing along to every song we'd know. We said someday we'd find out how it feels, to sing to more than just the steering wheel. Kim's the first girl I kissed, I was so nervous that I nearly missed. She's had a couple of kids since then, I haven't seen her since god knows when! Oh oh oh... Oh God I! Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. I miss that town, I can't believe it, So hard to stay, So hard to leave it. If I could relive those days, I know the one thing that would never change. Every memory of lookin' out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Every memory of walkin' out the front door, I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for, It's hard to say it, time to say it, Good-bye good-bye. Look at this photograph, everytime I do it makes me laugh. Everytime I do it makes me... | pass events Friday. 2.10.06 Long time since I last blog… been busy with thing, actually jus lazy to write things down and nothing much happening since NS life is repetitive.
But then there were some things that happen last week that I have to write abt jus to make it interesting… As u all know, last week was Chinese new year, and lo and behold, I had guard duty, while it was fine to be doing guard, after all it was supposedly “regimental”. But then I dun buy it. Why??? Coz I been chosen to do guard 2 times in 2 month, while others have not been chosen… partly I believe that the Sgt is a screw up and becoz I am still consider one of the newest in the battery… another reason why I was quite piss off was becoz I was inform of my guard during the last min and I mean absolute last min… think booking out… and it so happens that me family has holding a party on that sat and my da was flying back to Thailand on Sunday… Another thing that piss me off before I book out was my stupid superior officer who think he knows so much but cant do shit and I really mean shit!!! What happen was that I had a medical appointment, for those who dun know it was for my G6PD case which was caused by the SAF. Other people who wanted to go for appointment can go, he dun let me go, saying what he need me… wtf I’m only a driver loh!!! I even plan replacement for him, all he had to do was call or set an email and everything will be settle… Noooo the ass had to ask me to change my appointment. SERIOUSLY PISS OFF… I gave him my hp and ask him to call the hospital himself… Asshole really did call… who he think he is, so easy change appointment one ah!!! One bureaucrat against another. After the phone call, he made a call to inform the in charge of my replacement and all was settle. I already settle everything for him, all he did was make a phone call and he made it sounds like he solve my problem for me!!! Hellooo ass hole could have done it earlier!!!! As for my medical condition, I have been diagnose with gilbert syndrome. What is it??? As defined by internet search… Haemoglobin is a chemical in the red cells that carries oxygen to the tissues. One of the breakdown products of haemoglobin is called bilirubin. An enzyme called UDB glucuronyl transferase helps the body get rid of bilirubin. Gilbert’s syndrome is a genetic disorder which means that there is a slight deficiency of this enzyme. When there is less enzyme than normal, levels of bilirubin increase in the blood and the person may notice jaundice (yellowing of the skin and whites of the eyes). This jaundice may become more pronounced when the person is stressed, either physically or mentally. Thus, jaundice may develop when the person becomes ill with an infection or when stressed, for example when taking an exam. Blah blah blah….Patients may report vague abdominal discomfort and general fatigue for which no cause is found. These episodes resolve spontaneously, and no treatment is required except supportive care. That reminds me I actually had seating tickets for the Chingay preview… yes SEATING seats!!! Unfortunately no one was free and so it was wasted!!!! Nothing much else to add, jus that I will be flying off to India on the 19th of feb and be back on 23rd of march… jus for ur information since no one will be finding me… sad hor Recommended by 1 Member  5 Comments. my camp guard duty also damn screwed up. what's that guy's name? i go f him for u lol! go check out the pratas man! » Koban on 2006-02-11 12:53:32 haha..at least u dun have extra. guess u can only suck thumb lor.. take care my fren. » HellSinG on 2006-02-11 02:20:37 Well I hope you don't get guard duty again » catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:29:15 and happy Chinese new years » catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:29:41 Well I hope you start blogging here again. » lyndeep on 2007-05-24 01:07:16
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