truth of the world: some people are fucking useless. its a proven fact. and if not completely usesless, useless in something. like their job perhaps. nothing pisses me off quite like bustin my ass to fix an idiots mistake, then have them act like nothing was wrong, THEN try and take credit for doing something good. fuck all that. youre an idiot. you are in a position of power because you have no real skills or abilities anywhere else, so you stay in an environment where you are automatically given power as a result of not going anywhere else.

now im not knocking said organization, or people who devote their lives to staying in said organization. theres a ton of people who stay in because they believe in the efforts of the orgnanization, or they want to better themselves, or said the group, or just do the right thing. then some people are fucking useless. they linger around, because they cant step up to the bar and make shit work elsewhere. they linger here, and dont really accomplish much.

listen, there was a full week here devoted to training in your job which you are obviously not good at. i would take that time to look around, and see how its done, and maybe not sound like an idiot everytime i talked about my job. but these people, continue their high-level lingering, and ride on the backs of hard working people of lesser power who actually know their shit. THEN deny them any kind of credit for the bomb diggity doo dad shit they did.

but no complaints, cause chief saw bc in action and was like, damn thats hot shit. he practically said it was like puttin a toilet seat ontop of the stove. cause it was hot shit. and i think i know why. maybe, MAYBE its because ... hmmmmm.... aha, i give a shit. its really that simple. if you care about something, you fuckin work for it. i dont really care about playin the accordian, so i suck at it. and i admit to it. but i care about my job, especially the ultimate result of my job so i bust my ass at it.

and it doesnt stop at a job. its the same with people too. but people get off on fuckin it up for you. i can safely say everyone i care about, knows it because i work at keeping them. within reason of course. heres my take, if you care about someone, you dont do silly stuff like lying to them or ignoring them. again thats just me and ive been called crazy so i dunno, maybe it doesnt make anysense. it does seem so simple, i understand how it could escape the grasp of other people.

so then heres my dilemma, do you go for the cheesy forgiveness bit or say fuck it? we all know my personal preference but maybe its wrong. but why would it be? if someone doesnt have the time for you, then they deserve the same. likewise if someone would fucking kill half the world for you, maybe a little bit of compassion or something in return would be the humane thing to do. i think the big thing im pissed about (big suprise) is the question of my character.

i still dont remember the last promise ive ever made someone and broke. and everyone knows that. im too stubborn to break a promise or go back on something i said. so heres the deal, if you tell someone of my promise stature to make a promise with you, how about instead of worrying wheter or not he'll keep his end of the bargain (because the entire world knows i will) how about you maybe give the slightest effort in keeping your end instead of totally throwing out any chance of honor you may have at the first chance of instant comfort you may have. fuck that weak shit.

thats more what pisses me off when i think about it. why struggle and put yourself thru some shit to keep your end of a promise, when the person who INITIALLY MADE THE FUCKING PROMISE is like, "yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaah ya know what? PONIES!" what the fuck kinda shit is that? fuck those people. dont sit next to those people at lunch. they smell funny. dont like those people.

i do like the gmid peeps tho. lots of fun. they make me forget all the silly shit. ha i got this one friday nite:
why are you being quiet?
i dunno
well stop it youre too much fun for that
and as simple as it was, it worked like a goddamn charm, and the rest of the night was hilarious. there was even an open mike and they had disturbed and Hed PE on the playlist. so my throat was sore all weekend naturally. point is, those are some fun people. no goddamn drama and bullshit. just chillin laughin at each other. i love it. until they bring up someone that sure i had an eye on, and theyre like 'oh that seems like crossleys type' so then they set up all types of shit and it becomes a huge 'put brian on the spot' deal. but whatever it was cool. some people truly rock and you can just chill and enjoy yourselves. none of the 'AAAAAAAHHHHHHH someone got .000000004% more attention then meeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!" (as always intentional 1's) goddamn i hate that shit. fuck i hate that. its funny how somepeople shove themselves into the spotlight to try and impress everyone and get attention, then i dont want shit, and i get pulled in because they know ill make them have fun like friday.

so its all based on your fuckin personal decisions. you can choose to be the center of everything or not. you can chose if you want to be with people of the first type or not. i think my choice here is a little to easy.

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