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Sometimes its like life just slips by and nothing happens. Then it seems like you never have time to do nothing because theres so much going on. I miss civilian life so much sometimes then im so glad im here at others. such is the way of things. i get this fucked up feeling over me sometimes, like when you plan on going to a movie with your bestfriend and they go with someone else, and you know, and you sit at home with nothing to do while they have the fun you were supposed to. I hate that feeling, and linke right now i have it for no apparent reason. Its friday. i have no class or training all weekend (except that goddamn run in the morning). i have cool hang out plans ive been looking forward to forever. yet i still get this feeling over me and i hate it. i have no reason to be upset. maybe it is just random chemical imbalance. but its cool. even feeling like this, the drunk crew rolled in for a few and i was laughin and carrying on with them for a while. theres a difference between being upset and depressed. i dont want attention for whatevers bothering me. i usually hate talking about such things which makes the people who care about me angry. im so antisocial sometimes. its cause im surrounded by people all day. i just want to be locked in a room alone for a while then ill be cool. but its TRADOC so theres no such thing. damn tradoc. ill bitch about it more later. i need to head to echo now

uhm keep your head up i heart you. and because i am truly and idiot i understand some of what you say even if it is for different reasons. sigh. i suck at this game.
» ce (172.138.115.51) on 2005-06-04 11:37:39

moooo.. muffins
» teapot (64.146.8.162) on 2005-06-11 07:33:14

why'd you leave me again?
» tea (64.146.125.54) on 2005-06-18 08:28:30

call me when you get a chance....
» jenny (24.99.56.194) on 2005-08-13 11:22:33

at 857 5309
» (151.205.206.119) on 2005-09-07 04:49:57

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