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Tuesday. 5.31.05 12:25 am
sometimes i feel like a disgrace to the army. we are granted some free time, so im sittin here, playin world of warcraft, stuffin my fat face, and drinking out of my cool cup i got at rite aid. grant it, im havin a blast, feelin a little closer to home. but as a result i feel like the fat fuck i was back home that i came here to try and change. im such a creature of habit its ridiculous. damn stubborn taurus'. but whats really wrong with that? it makes me happy, i still get done what i need to get done, im not hurting anyone, and i still have the ability to make at least one other person happy. maybe im just trying to justify me being a fat fuck. but i can't go without having fun. especially in a stressful enviroment like this. im not complaining about the stress, i chose this life, so im choosing to have fun when i can. otherwise id go crazy. more crazier i should say. damn creatures of habit
but its good sometimes, if i get something right, then i get it right all the time. but if i fuck somethin up, i fuck it up all the time. more balance. why do i always bring that up? cause its everywhere dammit. and the army doesnt help. we have the exact same schedule everyday. then i always do the same stuff. i always wear the same shirt when i go to bed. i guess im kinda boring in that aspect. but then im completely random and spontaneous alot. i need to get back in the habit of writing here. most habits that i start to deem are bad habits i can usually break easily. and i try to avoid the dumb habits i know i dont want to do, like smoking. damn good thing i never started smoking crack.
and im the same with females. i start to like one then i form habits. like always callin her, always spending my free time with her, always buyin stuff. same with work, and driving, and everything else i do more than once. good thing is i have a habit on reports and so im gettin go's on all of them and will continue to do good ones out in the field. bad thing is after a while of havin reports down, ill get bored and not want to do them anymore. but uncle sam will keep me tied down and doing them til my contract expires. which i guess is good. sometimes i just need to be tied down i guess. oh dollar store vanilla wafers are outstanding.
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