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kittie
Wednesday. 10.6.04 11:15 pm
rock on. i just got back from the kittie / otep / crisis concert. we missed crisis but caught otep. i love rock bands with female singers. this was the first time i heard otep and they rock so good. all except for her one rape song but i always hate those songs. i dont hate the songs, just the actions being sung about. korns 'daddy' on their first album rocks but the subject at hand is boo. but it is awesome for them to have the strength to get up there and sing about the stuff, although the singer of otep looked like it took alot of emotion to sing the song. it may be an act because she sings it probably everyother nite but id have no idea.

kittie naturally rocked. they played mostly shit from their new cd which is fine because i love it. and the played charlotte. but, THEY DIDNT PLAY INTO THE DARKNESS. goddammit im still pissed. i love that song more than most songs ever made. and they were right there! so pissed. but besides that it was fun.

after the show we hung around out back til the bands were leaving to get signatures. everyones all rushin around takin pictures and crap. i just walked up and hugged mercedes and got a signature. thats all i wanted the whole night. you keep your brittney spears and christina aguilera, give me mother lovin mercedes lander. i know everyone goes for the lead singer. fuck that, give me the drummer rockin out in the back. i always thought she was hot, then in person shes all nice and cool as hell. i asked her why they didnt play it and she said she doesnt know why its not on the bill. damn id love to hear that song live

the crowd was real funny. EVERYBODY was in all black. and it was real funny that i wore my old slipknot shirt to work, and just happened to change before i went to lancaster, because there were at least 30 people with slipknot shirts on. i hate looking like other people. i felt bad enough cause i have the scruffy beard, the big chain, and some wide legs on. but i also had my trademark bucket and a non-black not-rock-band t-shirt. so i felt different enough. plus i knew the lyrics which no one esle seemed to.

i dont know why i have to be so different. maybe its because subconciously i hate everyone because theyre all idiots so i dont want to be part of that. it doesnt make sense, im surrounded by people who are all into the same music i am, and theres all these broads there that have those looks and styles i find real attractive. yet im still like fuck all these people. then i get pissed cuz im alone which doesnt make sense. then i dont talk to girls, then i feel lonely like i need love, THEN im like well i dont want anything all serious and shit. this is why i hate losing the friends i have, i dont want to meet new people. but then sometimes its fun, because they dont know how crazy you are right away. the more they hang out with you the more the crazy seeps in. but then the more people like me because of it. so either i make a bad first impression and people are like 'gees, this guy' or they get to know me and they're like 'gees, this guy'

its hard to tell what people think of you sometimes. and other times its not. if you keep trying to call and hang out with a friend and they always seem to not have time for you then its kind of obvious how they feel. or if they call you at noon, and you say youre busy all nite, then they call at 5 and again at 9 to see if anything changed so they can hang out with you, then its obvious how they feel. i love my friends like those in lancaster who always want to hang out, but like if they call and im busy they're like eh whatever call us tomarrow or whenever you can come down. i used to be real bad at that. if id call to hang out with someone and they couldnt/wouldnt id take it so bad. 'ah she hates me, shes going to hang with someone cooler, im no fun everyone hates me' which could have started my untrust and unliking of people but hey, i like chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream
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