Which im really glad we have because the factual writing report was due today, and i still had to type up some stuff. :) I just got it done, and now im bored. I wish it was thursday. I think im going to go get my permit. I think im gonna fail the first time, since i looked the book over in a week, but i guess i can try. Then thursday night, we have a volleyball game. We havent played in 2 weeks because of snow and days off. Im gonna be excited to play! haha yay!

Well, last night... me, marcy, mom, and two of her friends went to the canton theatre to see "Hitched". It was a pretty funny movie.. espically when they were dancing! haha But Will Smith... whooowee!! :)

I was supposed to give Zack an answer tonight... but its so damn difficult. 1/2 of me wants to be with him and 1/2 of me doesnt. And what happened to me a few months ago.. still hurts, still pisses me off, and still haunts me... and i just hate it. But idk if Zack will help me, or just make me go more denial. There are those days when i think about mike too. I mean, 2 years was a long time, and we went through hell and back with eachother. I havent talked to him in a few months... and its kinda driving me crazy.. though if i talk to him, it might make things worse. I mean, come on, hes in jail, and we may not possibly be together again... and im just gonna have to get over it. But Zack and i might have something that i dont know about yet... right now, hes just a guy. Ive been friends with him forever, and he truely understands me. He knows ive cheated on him, and i hurt him so much... BUT he still wants to be with me. He calls me every night and tells me how he feels about me... asking me out, and hes still confused about why i even broke up with him in the first place. "You should of told me what happened before you went to break up with me, we could of talked things through" is what he says. He cares about me so much, and i dont wanna hurt him again. I guess we'll seeeeeeeeee.

Well, im gonna go. Im watching my fav show in the whole world... real world. Though they are all repeats, they are very very interesting. ;) luv yah all.

i saved you as a friend, biotch.
» chells420 on 2005-03-08 06:50:13

ok you do that, biotch.
» babygirl1206 on 2005-03-09 01:02:35

Hey, i know i said i wouldnt say anything about the Zack thing but i have to say this...do whatever feels right or whatever you need to do to make yourself happy, if it turns out wrong in the end then it wasnt meant to be, and if it does then you didnt lose anything, right? ;) love you stacy may...i wont say anything else, pinky swear
» nitz_831_ on 2005-03-09 06:24:30

right. lol
» babygirl1206 on 2005-03-09 07:30:47

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