I knew it was a mistake.. and i guess now im paying for it. Looks like i HAVE to break up with Zack... better me tell him than him find out on his own on Monday when its going all over school.. I wanted to end it.. but not like this. This isnt the person I am... and its not who i wanna be. So, heres my apologie. Courtney, Greg, and Zack... im so sorry for hurting you like i did. You guys probably hate me, and i know its what i deserve. I hate myself for this and if i could take it all away.. I'd do it in a heartbeat. None of it meant nothing.. absolutly nothing.. and why i did it, i honestly dont know. You have every reason in the world to hate me ... maybe someday you'll realize the true person i am.

And thanks Craig for everything. Like my info says/or did say... you sure are somethin'. You mean so much to me.. not everyone can take the time to understand me like you did tonight. All of you... Dennis,Ed, and espically you and Courtney S. I was hurting so bad.. but you all tend to put a smile right back on my face... i dont kno what id do without ya'll... and i love you craig.. so freaking much! Thanks again.

Mondays is gonna be hell...



would of been 3 years today for mike and i .... bet hes thinking bout me there in his jail cell .

hmm wonder what happened but tis none of my business...i guess all i'll say is that i'm sure things will get better...i hope they do...and i'm sure that if they're your true friends, they'll stick with you because they know the real you...but move forward, whatever happens happens, and think positively...you'll make it
» Kollin6618 on 2005-02-11 09:02:41

stace..
i'm sorry hun.. i had to tell her.. she asked me.. courtney is one of my best friends and if it were me.. i'd want to know about it.. even if it did hurt.. i guess i just wanted to say sorry and i hope we're still friends.. love yah
» alliehall07 on 2005-02-12 03:46:34

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