listening to: 1985
mood: confused

Well, today has benn much better than the past 2 weeks. With the whole recovering from Mike thing... and being mad at Greg and shit... I just couldnt concentrate on the better things in live. Well, I was on the way to our Volleyball game in Canton, reading one of the best books in the world, I busted out into tears. Just because I was thinking about the bad things in my life. But that didnt last long... because we got to Canton.. and beat their asses!! Yeah yeah, our record for the second half is now 4-1. (yeah, stupid Towanda barly beat us). But when the game was over... i got on the computer for a little while until 10, then I watched Real World. After that, I went upstairs, hoping to finish my book. It was all quiet in my room, until I hear knocking on my window next to my bed. Before that, i was so pissed off at him for doing what he did to me after all these years. But as soon as i looked through his eyes through that window, things all of a sudden changed. I opened my window and he came in... wanting a hug. We sat there on my bed for about an hour... and to my surprise, I had fun last night. I actually laughed with him... havent done that in a while. Although I knew that we wont be back together for a long time, It felt so much better to talk to him about all that shit. We ended up falling asleep together, and by the time I knew it, it was 7:12 am as my alarm clock went off.

Today, I was in such a good mood. Tired at first, but today was a good day. I dont know though.. when i see Greg in the morning... i dont know how to react. Since that day shit happened, he hanst talked to me nor gave me an explanation. It really made me mad... and as of yesterday, I finally got over it. The more you care, the harder you fall... so I just decided to quit caring. But those eyes... wow... lol.

Chem comes along and Erica asks me to go to Bradley Farms with her this weekend with Travis. "Uh oh" I say to myself. I'm not into that stuff... Id serioulsy like piss my pants with freight. lol. But I agreed to go. She said I needed to bring a guy with me... but damn, thats the prob. I have nobody to grab on to when I'm scared shitless. So, it looks like Ericas arm is gonna be all bruised up by the end of the night haha . Shes the best.. so isnt Travis... they so deserve eachother :)!!

Well, I was at my locker.. packing my things to go to Volleyball practice... when Michelle hands me a letter from Greg. I wasnt expecting it, so i wasnt that excited about it. But Im glad he wrote me back... and it wasnt a mean letter either. Just said he was sorry.. and i appreciated it, alot. But I'll shut up about him.. might get me in trouble. I totally respect him......

welcome to nutang
so hope u like the site so far...just wanted to say like ive been mostly saying to the new nutangers..nutangians?..anyway wut i usuallyy say is welcome to the flip side of things...
» aznDOLLface on 2004-10-20 08:52:24

going with aznDOLLface in saying.. WELCOME TO NUTANG! =] hope you like it here.. its coooooooool
» dis1girl on 2004-10-20 09:21:33

Welcome to Nutang d0ode =]. Hope yoo enjoy ett here. xoxo/tt>

» Sha_Sha on 2004-10-22 07:39:31

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