I hate the way he makes me feel all safe and warm inside. I can't stand how time flies by when we are close. I hate the eggshells I have to walk on. I hate wanting to feel like the only woman in his life and knowing I'll never be that. I dispise that I feel like "the other woman" when I know I'm not the only one. I feel hapless and helpless but worse I feel lost.

A piece of me walked out the door and I want it back because I dont' think I'm cut out for this situation.

I hate wanting to be the one who makes him feel right and knowing that I do but knowing that even though I do I don't.



I want to forget. I don't want to want him.

I want to let go. I don't want to need him.

I want to forget his touch. His kiss. And how it felt when he told me I was beautiful.



LET ME LET GO BEFORE I BREAK MY OWN HEART COS IT'S COMING.

It sounds like you and him need to talk about this, or both of you are going to get hurt.
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 10:15:59

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