...I know I wanted this relationship over with...

But now that I'm single, I feel this big knot in my throat.

I don't regret it. And I'm looking forward to having the next couple of years to get myself straightened out. I didn't like depending on someone else to keep me sane. I don't need that. Not ever.

I think what's worse is that my best friend is hurting.
And it's my fault.
And I really can't go and comfort him like I used to be able to.



And that sucks.

Endings hurt sometimes
especially if you were very close, like you are. Yeah, it won't be the same, but he's not running away from you, either.


P.S.
Self-discovery is fun and exciting; dare I say adventurous? =)
» invisible on 2008-06-10 02:30:41

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