Let Me Guide You

It's just not funny anymore.

Today we both cried. Now, I am an infamous cry-baby, but I usually reserve crying for frustration... and dog movies...

This time, I was actually crying out of sadness. I think. Again, I was trying to make light of our immanent separation (which honestly does not bother me very much) with the whole, "well, it's not like we were going to get married..." line.

Again, wrong. I just need to quit while I'm behind.

We knew from the beginning that we would never get married. I don't even want to tie the knot for another five or so years. However, when we started talking about how much we were not getting married, I suddenly realized-- "Holy shit! He doesn't want to marry me!"

Just because I don't want to get married doesn't mean I don't want him to want to marry me. It's dumb, I know. I am a classic romantic comedy type psycho (but at least I'm aware of it). I started crying at this point, which made him start crying. In semi-public.

Then he said that when we finally broke up for real, he would delete his Facebook account.

"Why would you do that?" I asked, "I wouldn't be able to keep in contact with you. How would we stay friends??"

"I don't want to have to look at your pictures," He laughed, "I could never be your friend if I couldn't still kiss you... It must be as though we had never met."

What the hell? This guy doesn't want to marry me or be my BFF?? That's when I really started crying. I can't handle this bullshit.

Oh yeah, AND I told my office boss I'm quitting today. That was fun too e.e;;

you've been tagged !
» kevin14 on 2008-08-28 09:24:07

Damnit...
how dare Kevin tag you before me?? Anyways, consider yourself lucky to be tagged twice. Obey the little game or else

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» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-08-29 02:06:39

Ok but seriously
"I'm not going to marry you so you must not exist to me!"
Brilliant logic. I guess that could be interpreted as nice in one of those ancient, melodramatic romantic plays.

Shoot, the reason people don't think about the marriage thing is because it completely kills the romance in everything...because marriage is a big deal and you can't expect it to happen with every relationship. And then it just feels like something is lacking when you just have to make the best of things. Whatever i'm babbling, what do I know about this kind of classic romantic comedy stuff

Anyways, crying makes me sad so I hope you're feeling better by now
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-08-29 02:11:21

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