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Tuesday. 1.1.08 10:42 pm
Happy New Year folks!

I hope you've all given 2008 a fantastic start. I, for one, am very happy to report that this year I did not wake up hungover, or engage in any questionable hook-ups.

Actually, today could have been perfect, and it would have been, if my brain hadn't decided to take a vacation around 7pm, PST.

You see, I dropped the "L" bomb on my boyfriend.

I have no idea why. Everything was going great. The little voice in the back of my head that had been screaming "RUUUUUUUUNNN" ever since our first date was finally beginning to fade. I was happy; honestly, genuinely, really happy. The kind of happy that babies feel when they're next to mommy. The kind of happy that reminds you that happiness isn't just an idea.

Then, as we snuggled up to take a nap, I said it. Then he said "are you being serious?" and I affirmed.

And then... silence.

Silence.

Less awkward than a stuttered "I love you too," less cheesy than "ditto," and much preferable to insincerity, but so, so painful.

I have never wanted to be that girl. I was positive that this was the right time, and I could not have been more wrong. Three minutes later, he was snoring.

Fuck it. I guess that's just something I'll have to get over.
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My new years was pretty boring.

I still feel awkward dropping the 'L' word around Dave, even though he totally started it. I realize that I could probably stand to tell him more, which makes me feel bad, but I've always felt awkward saying to anyone, family included. Though Dave is the first non-family I've had to say it to, so perhaps I'm just a weirdo.
» ikimashokie on 2008-01-01 11:56:58

Oh geez.

Well hopefully it'll blow over.

Hope you're doing well. I haven't seen you in a long time!
» alexsedotcx on 2008-01-02 02:41:56

Well.... better snoring than just staring off into the distance with a freaked out look in his eyes..... right?

I wouldn't know. :S
» randomjunk on 2008-01-02 04:07:46

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