Let Me Guide You

I hate the way I get sometimes. I workworkworkwork then CRAAASH! If I have a spare minute these days, I spend it in bed on my computer. The only thing this tells me is that I need to limit the amount of spare minutes I have.

Matt is coming over soon. He has the day off.

I am honestly starting to feel like the "other woman." I mean, we aren't doing anything that would constitute physical cheating, but isn't there an emotional realm to that, too? I mean, if he's not at work, and he's not with his g/f, he's with me.

Take Friday night.

I was pretty mute about that before, but it got pretty intimate. Again, I don't mean physically, although there was a hint of that. We talked about things that we'd never dared to before-- like his mom's death and my ex-fiance. I told him things even BFF doesn't know, and he told me things he hasn't told his girlfriend.

I just don't know if I should be sharing that much of my soul with someone, unless I intend to give it to them forever.

Maybe time for some emotional discretion.

Why are you sharing these thoughts with him?

Actually, I'm not sure if the motivation even matters; it does not seem like your situation constitutes as a "right or wrong" situation; that it is an issue of something beeing ' good or bad.' Maybe you should just continue down your path and see where life takes you?
» Dilated on 2007-09-05 03:20:18

Bleh
I was in your spot for two years...my best friend would always confide in me and vice versa, despite the fact that she had a boyfriend. It was like we were already emotionally "together" behind the scenes...it was really hard to figure out exactly how much I SHOULD be there for her, becuase I was afraid I might take a step where my foot didn't belong...

Interesting thing today. I have physics with Jailbait and I overheard him talking with an anonymous other about "someone"....that someone most likely being you. I eavesdropped as much as I could without looking completely conspicuous, and I don't know him well enough to just walk up and ask "hey what were you just talking about?" Judging by what they had to say I'm guessing you two aren't doing so well?
» The-Muffin-Man on 2007-09-05 06:44:51

I finally saw that video. :P Perhaps I was expecting too much...

I don't think that just hanging out with someone and talking to them is "emotional cheating". It's more like just having a really close friend. As long as you don't do anything he wouldn't do with his girlfriend, it shouldn't matter....
» randomjunk on 2007-09-05 08:15:06

I'm pretty sure they were talking about you because the anonymous other described the "someone" as a person from his work...so I guess this could be the Common Enemy of which you speak.

Haha how awkward would that be if he knew I talked to you. This would be one of those times where you could really mess with someone >:D But alas, I'm not THAT evil and it might turn out to be plain creepy...
» The-Muffin-Man on 2007-09-06 02:38:41

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