Let Me Guide You

Starting Monday, I will be working split shifts of swimming lessons four days in a row.

Oh, and Matt will be staying at my house.

He can't afford to move into an apartment right away, despite having a job lined up, so somehow I decided that was my problem. I am totally surprised my parents didn't throw a fit over me even asking.

But you know what I realized? As much as I like having him around, I don't want to date him. I literally rolled over in bed this morning and realized that I don't want to be "with" any of the men who are currently in my life. Not Matt, not Vexing Ex, not BFF's brother, not Hottie Co-worker. It was kind of a weird, mental cold shower.

Except it's lasting. I went to work, saw Hottie Co-worker, we joked around and smiled a lot, and now I am home. He's a nice guy, but not my nice guy.

I called Matt to tell him he could stay with me. He told me about crazy adventures driving through Arkansas with his girlfriend. He's a fun guy, but not my fun guy.

I'm gonna finish reading Harry Potter now. He's an imaginary guy, so there shouldn't be any problems there at all.

Haha.

Sounds like a lot..
» alexsedotcx on 2007-07-25 12:16:15

Yikes. Just take deep breaths. And also make time to laugh. :)
» sphincterbutt on 2007-07-25 02:59:44

guys who doesnt exist.. My favourite.
» Nuttz on 2007-07-25 04:36:15

Harry Potter.. what will you read after that?
» Dilated on 2007-07-26 03:37:13

Hahaha. What's wrong with Shasta's brownies?
» alexsedotcx on 2007-07-26 06:21:12

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