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2015 [t] 2014 [t] 2013 [t] 2012 [t] 2011 [t] 2010 [t] 2009 [t] 2006 [t] storytime [t] daddy [t] happyness [t] boyfriend [t] entries [t] personal growth [t] Hello Kitty [t] China [t] birthday [t] home [t] technology [t] dreams [t] crushes [t] college [t] all-nighters [t] mother [t] pre-Law [t] Asian racism [t] writing [t] reading [t] dance [t] | Untitled Importance Thursday. 9.8.11 9:32 am I'm at a crossroads about to make the most important decision in my life thus far. How far will I go? The farthest I can! Will my dreams come true? One step at a time and we shall see! I have hope like I never had before. It makes me excited! I am eager to get started. But to do so means leaving the life I've always known behind. My stomach is in knots because I know I will travel this road alone for a time. Most of all, after all these years of trying to be a good daughter to earn my mother's love, I must leave her. She does not support my dream. She does not believe I will succeed. In many ways she is the source of constant negativity in my life. But I do not hate her for it. I am not leaving because of it; that is not a good enough reason. I am leaving because this is what I want and I need to take responsibility for my life. Will you give me your blessings? Will you wish me a fair journey? Will I have you to come back to when I need encouragement or just to talk? I think it would be nice to have you be a part of my journey, however large or small a part. I have no fear of failure. There is only one choice when we are out of choices, and that is to continue living. Only this will give us more choices, different roads to take. After I have learned and lost, I will choose another. After I have learned and gained, I am strengthened, replenished, and ready to continue traveling. I know hard times await me. I am ready to do my best and work through it. My journey starts today. Part I begins. 4 Comments. Where are you going to live? » randomjunk on 2011-09-09 01:29:05 My thoughts are the same as randy's. Still in Manhattan?? I do give you my best wishes » The-Muffin-Man on 2011-09-10 05:02:42 I like your determination and the plain fact that you know what you're going to do. Best of luck! :) » frostbitten on 2011-09-19 08:36:41 Yeah! Future! I'm here for you all the way. :) » invisible on 2011-10-03 03:11:44
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