Ever find yourself in a one-sided love? Where you give & give and continue to hope, but the other side does nothing. You're uncomfortable and the air is awkward as you know it shouldn't be. The little glances you catch and the gestures you note all laced with degrees of forced normality. One minute things are fine, the next it isn't. One day everyone is happy and you're like "Wow!" You feel so good, so at ease, at home, unsuspecting. The next, you rack you brain for a reason and have no idea why things are different. It's like a roller coaster with all the tension, shivering butterflies, and none of the whoops of glee.

Only you can't send your mother a text. "It's not you, it's me. OVER." You're stuck for life.


---old blog written on that morning's newspaper at my gran's house. ^-^ About a week old?

Yes, I find myself in one sided loves all the time. Whenever it happens I go to my emo corner and sob uncontrollably for about twenty four hours straight.

:P
» randomjunk on 2008-01-24 06:07:20

oh, thanks.
Nice to know I'm not alone. *eyeroll*

Hey randy! Wanna be my life partner?
» Silver-dot- on 2008-01-24 06:22:00

You sound uncannily like Alice. :S

Sure, I'll be your life partner. Why not. :P
» randomjunk on 2008-01-24 06:35:20

oh man, I've been like that. it's a really sucky feeling
» LostSoul13 on 2008-01-24 07:47:19

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