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Wednesday. 6.27.07 6:31 pm
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I want to go out. I want to go out at night. Oh no, I don't mean out all night and returning at midnight. Just...I wanna go to a cafe and people watch. I want a friendwith me. I'm lonely. I don't wanna be by myself. It's boring. I want somebody, anybody.

Maybe I want somebody to care where I am. Mybe that's it. TO care about me. There's no one to do that.

with silent tears dwn an unemotional face, no smiles, no laughter,
theDot




--It wasn't that we had a fight. More like she was happy-go-lucky talking over the phone a mile a minute and I was sitting there listening. Half about to yell at me, half laughing-joy. I guess the anxiety in me as I waited, the harsh slap or finally the thing I had wanted for so many years, built up and when neither came, it shook me.

I'm getting tired of waiting. That breathless shaking, thudding heartbeat inside, waiting for the dam to break--either for happiness or sadness. Total opposites, wondering which awaited me?




BTW: Don't kill me over the drama. I was watching 2046. ^-^'' XD Neh-neh-neh-neh! =P Though everything I wrote was true.

Plugs: Praetorian, ranor, LostSoul13, Kuri, crz4manga, invisible

6 Comments.


2046 is such a visually-arresting movie; I love it. For some reason I thought Kimutaku was really hilarious in it
» bluetopaz on 2007-06-27 06:58:27

really? a REAL gun?


» Chloefoxx on 2007-06-27 07:46:05

2046? Will see if I can find that movie.. Awww.. I wish I stay somewhere near you.. we can go people watch together.
» Nuttz on 2007-06-27 10:10:34

I love people watching!
» LostSoul13 on 2007-06-27 10:49:31

I hadn't thought of killing you; merely typing in capitals "WHY ARE YOU SO EMO!?!?"
» randomjunk on 2007-06-28 12:40:37

lol yea... you sound pretty emo >.< what happened to the happy silver??/ T-T ah well, i hope things will get better and youll be happy once again ^^
» crz4manga on 2007-07-01 02:42:36

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