30 min. ago:

I was changing into my pj's while my mother typed away on the PC. We were mid-conversation and I backed up towards her. Out of nowhere, I mean nowhere cuz it had nothing to do with the subject at hand, she starting slapping me. On my bare back! Seriously! My skin is extremely sensitive--it turns pink to red with welts at the slightest touch--so you can guess it was twice the damage than that on a normal person. My skin was burning ON FIRE and it HURT so I told her to stop. Did she? NO. She wasn't even sorry. I was fuming inside, my stomach and middle were clenched so hard. I was so angry I felt like returning the favor. Y'know, waiting until she went to change and the shirt was off her back before slapping the thin membrane on bone. I wanted to curve my fingers like a kitty's paw and scratch her. If I didn't, she wouldn't know how bad it was for me.

It didn't even occur to me that she had already changed. My mind was that fogged up, which is incredibly rare. My pace doesn't even slow, my head doesn't turn, my breathing change, if I spot something in my peripheral vision. I have to make the concious decision to turn my head and look.

It's not like she didn't know about my sensitive skin. She's my mother for cris'sake. Are you kidding me? It's not something you forget easily. I could be wearing a tank top and my skin above the cloth will turn color for no reason other than a dirty breeze had touched me.

But, of course, I didn't. I stood there for a minute before turning on my heel and putting the dirty dishes in the sink. I marched over to my laptop, sat myself down and opened a page to the SnS forum. Then, I opened a page to NuTang. I resolved to be difficult for the first time in my life, to be openly defiant and go through with it. I wouldn't massage her shoulders later tonight. I wouldn't boil water for her tea whe she asked. My shoulders were always aching when I went to sleep, the after-effects of leaning over my laptop all night, and we didn't even have a handheld massager I could use.

The rest is history. Well, except for the fact that I'm fickle and too nice and compassionate for my own good. I'm not feeling that revengeful. There, now the rest is history. I'm sure tonight will be more painful than usual because it's only 8:09 pm and the space between my shoulder blades is already aching.

Oh, and by-the-way, I have a secret. No, it's not like the secret-past-time secret. It's not the oh-so-shocking one I mentioned in my private entry yesterday, either. It's the fact that...

I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. It is so frustrating and annoying and...Just some people have absolutely no common sense. It is horrible of me, but I admit it. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. To a very large extent. And my mother most definitely has a part in this as well. Because SHE IS ONE OF THEM. God.

**My applogies to all religious ladies & gents. **

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WHOA! Topless mother on daughter slapping action! Just wait til I tell the boys about this!! heheh I'm sorry that she did that, in all seriousness. I hope that it doesn't hurt for too long.
» etheracide on 2007-03-05 08:45:03

Wha...? Your mom is... um... weird.

I hate stupid people too. :|
» randomjunk on 2007-03-05 09:28:48

I never appreciated the ability you have of crafting words in such a way that the reader can feel the rhythm, or flow, 'ya know? Its aesthetic.
» Dilated on 2007-03-05 09:41:17

Wow...that's more then weird that's considered abuse. Why would she hit you for no reason? I mean is it from mood swings or something?

I am very with you when it comes to stupid people. It's so hard to ignore them when they are everywhere!!

So how did you like SnS Forum? I'll make my post after I finish putting together the bookcase I just bought. It's almost finished. :) You don't have to join in the rest of the forum, but please visit the SnS scant part a few times a week at least. :)
» Katrina on 2007-03-05 10:09:42

Stupid people are indeed everywhere..
Your mom shouldn't be hitting you like that.. that's a kind of child abuse.. no matter how old you are..
» Nuttz on 2007-03-05 11:37:20

I hate stupid people. I do believe that everyone hates them to some extent. I'm not partial to people in general, but I'm really bothered by the idiots.
I hope you don't hurt for very long. I'd lend you some soothing lotion, but you're a bit far :)
» LostSoul13 on 2007-03-06 12:46:43

Hi
Thanks for your comment. I have to agree with you, I hate stupid people as well. I know a few people like that, no common sense. They aggravate the crap out of me. Sorry about your mom hitting you. I hope you feel better soon and she doesn't do that anymore to you. That's just not right at all. Take Care
» Princess_00 on 2007-03-06 01:56:53

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