*stretch* Ah...it's Tuesday afternoon and there are people coming over early tomorrow morning. Ya'll know what that means: more cleaning. A few days ago, my ma was cooking dessert--sweet soup--and she let it boil over. So now there's all these red dried droppings all over the front stove and I have to clean it up. Last week, we'd brought home some stuff from my gran's and had stuffed it in the bedroom before this guy came over. Now, I have to move things around to make room for those, too. I've lazied away half the day already. Gotta get to work soon!

But I don't want to! But I have to. Only because my mother says so. And thus, I have to do it.

One of things a character said in a soap opera that aired today: "Words hurt(stab, rip, etc.)...and the only thing you can do is (endure) and survive." I can't remember the exact words, but that's basically the gist of it. And it's so true. *sigh*

I just want my own world where my mother is Please. For the past 17 years, I have been putting myself on hold because we couldn't do it/it wouldn't work for us. Nothing for me. All the time, I was saying in my head, "I can wait. I just need to wait until I'm eighteen to do it. I can get this when I'm eighteen/I'll do this when I'm eighteen/It's okay, I just need to wait 'till I'm eighteen." I have only one more year to go, but seventeen years is a long time. I can't take it anymore. God. **Sorry to all those who are religious**

And we have the week off! Now there's only...five days? of it left. And I want to watch Breach sometime during that length of time left. Not tomorrow though cuz...wait, maybe. We'll see. My friends want to see 23 even thought it's rated R. So I guess we'll find a guy whose birthday was in January (and thus, seventeen) to buy us the tickets. Don't worry, it won't be some homeless guy or a sweet-lookin' old man/sex offender.

I'm outta here!
the Dot

p.s. LostSoul13 says my prev. entry was longer than etheracide's usual long 'uns. Ya'll are lookin' at a proud momma.

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FIRST COMMENT
I like the piggy
» Dilated on 2007-02-20 08:41:42

definitely not a movie at all.
» ThisCharmingMan on 2007-02-20 09:31:20

ha, yay for sneaking into an r rated movie!
ive never done it myself, but you know...


oh, and thanks for the advice.
=D
» bananaface on 2007-02-20 09:53:55

I hated having to wait till I was 18 to do some stuff, but when I finally did turn of age, I still had to wait cuz I couldn't afford what I wanted... hehe, crazy cruel world. I hope that doesn't happen to you though.
I like the piggy, is it stretching? cute none-the-less.
and thanx about my background; I needed a change and that was one of only two that I liked {the other one I liked is my background on blackfire}
» LostSoul13 on 2007-02-20 10:10:41

ahhh geez!
well i put in what you said too.

and thats what it did.

but i thought i fixed it.
» bananaface on 2007-02-20 10:56:45

How was your new year!? Did you make alot of dough?? I mean as in dollars. ha ha.
» kKAMa67 on 2007-02-21 03:26:19

Cleaning the house.. My mom doesn't allow any visitors to my house this CNY because it's still messy even after the cleaning.. *shrugs* That's because she loves pampering the men in my house. I wish I could just fly over to NY and help you clean your house..
» Nuttz on 2007-02-21 08:23:09

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