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Wednesday. 3.11.15 11:04 am
You are all very awesome and I hope you know that.
I'm coping pretty well. One of my dad's best friends told me I'm strong like my dad. Haha, I hope so! I cry sometimes but not constantly. In the beginning I was kind of afraid of people thinking I didn't care because I wasn't all over the place. I was busy being strong. I didn't want to be like that in front of other people. But I wasn't holding anything in either. I'm just like that. I guess I just fall apart slowly, piece by piece. The first few weeks I thought about him first thing every morning and last thing every night. I heard his voice in my head every day. I gave myself moments of release to cry when I was alone or in the shower. I didn't really cry in front of other people until after the first month.
Yup, it's been over a month now. Closer to two. This weekend marks the second month.
Over the past few weeks, I've upped my internet presence. I know, shocking! If anyone has my Twitter, you can see I've tweeted quite a bit. It's fun to make connections with orgs, devs, and fellow fans. It makes you feel like a part of something bigger, like you're really a part of this world. I don't use my real identity Twitter handle anymore, just my Silver handle. I think I should change the username. I don't want random strangers to stumble upon this blog. Cyberspace is getting scary and anyone can dig up stuff on you.
Any ideas? What should be my new Twitter username?
I'm glad to hear you're coping well.
As for a new username... When I'm picking something new I usually like something that has some sort of personal significance but can't be traced to anything else, so I often do a quick Google search to make sure what I'm thinking of either doesn't turn anything up or turns up lots of things that aren't actually related to me personally. Portmanteau words are often good for that.
» randomjunk on 2015-03-11 04:44:15
It's really good to know that you are coping well! Everyone grieves in their own way.
Maybe you can go with something really common like the name of a fruit and numbers behind it
» Nuttz on 2015-03-20 12:02:12
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