mood: worried
listening to: Billy Ray Cyrus - Ready, Set, Don't Go

My Dad had 3 Grand Mal Seizures and we had to take him to the ER I'm so worried He started feeling bad on Sunday he couldn't stand up his legs were too shakey to But he felt better that night, so we thought he was well, this morning he got sick the same thing his legs were shakey, and he couldn't stand up, and he kept falling the next thing me and mom knew dad started screaming his body started shaking! I thought he was dead...I was crying and mom said to go and get our friend Benny I hollared at him and he came over and brought another guy with him named Mike and they brought dad in the front room mom called 911 and the EMT's were there Dad didn't wanna go to the hospital, But the girl EMT made him go she was tough! Dad got there and they did all kinds of test Blood test, Cat Scan, EKG, and X-Rays, and they gave him an IV seizure meds in it he had 2 more seizures while he was in the hospital and he quit breathing he didn't even know the year, the day, or date or anything for about 30 minutes then he started coming around and talked to me I told him please don't die and I loved him and hoped to see him really, really soon Mom told me and Sissy to go home for awhile that there was nothing we could do so we did But I didn't want to I started feeling bad my stomach was so upset over being worried Sissy put me and Charlie a blanket, and pillow in front of her heater and I tried to take a nap But I couldn't I watched the weather channel and it said they we may get rain / snow tomorrow then me and Sissy went to get something to eat and took it back to the hospital I was even hungry I was too worried to eat then Mom came out Mom came out and told us they were transferring Dad to the Montgomery General Hospital in Blacksburg Virginia and that made me feel better! knowing that he's in good hands and he's in God's hands pray everything will be ok Me and Sissy waited in the hospital parking lot and Mom came and told us at 12:00 to go on back on home and she said they were gonna go on and transfer him to va when we got home our back door was open and it scared me...I thought someone had broke in But everything was fine I went and I took me a bath and I got online and I looked up seizures and I wanted to let you all know what has been going on! Tomorrow Mom and Diane are going to Blacksburg please pray they have a safetrip and that my Dad won't have anymore seizures and he'll get to come home! thanks.

Much Love,

Bee

This song is to Dad <3

Ready, Set, Don't Go
(Billy Ray Cyrus)

She's gotta do what she's gotta do
And I've gotta like it or not
She's got dreams too big for this town
And she needs to give 'em a shot
Whatever they are

Looks like she's all ready to leave
Nothing left to pack
There ain't no room for me in that car
Even if she asked me to tag along
God I gotta be strong

She's at the starting line
Of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waiting on my blessings
Before she hits that open road
Baby get ready
Get set
Don't go

She says things are fallen into place
Feels like they're fallen apart
I painted this big ol' smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew
This is where I don't say
What I want so bad to say
This is where I want to
But I won't get in the way
Of her and her dreams
And spreading her wings

She's at the starting line
Of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waiting on my blessings
Before she hits that open road
Baby get ready
Get set
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go

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mood: greatful
listening to: Dolly Parton - Better Get To Livin'

Diane couldn't take Mom to go get Dad Tuesday because she got really, really sick So, Mom called Benny and Barbra and asked them if they would take her they said yeah Mom called Dad he told her they weren't gonna release him until Wednesday Mom told Dad it was gonna rain / snow that we needed to go to the store before it did and he said for us to go on and go first we went to the post office to check the mail then we came home waited on Sissy it was starting to get really bad out! we went to Walmart I bought a Sally Hansen Comfort Shine Fresh Vanilla Lip Glaze, and I bought 2 CD's Dolly Parton's new CD, and Colbie Caillat's CD they're awesome Dad called us while we were in Walmart and he told us he was gonnabe on seizure meds 3 pills once a day I was happy about that I prayed he wouldn't have anymore and we went to Allen's and came back home because it started pouring the snow! I watched American Idol and got online and called Dad and was up all night scared that it would snow bad and Dad would get sick again But neither ever happenend thank God! Wednesday morning Mom called Dad and told him they would be after him about 3:30 Sissy came down and she stayed with me while they were gone to Blacksburg and we watched TRL Taylor Swift was on there I love her she ROCKS <3 then I went and I took a nap I was very tired from everything that's been going on by the time I woke back up it was 7:30 and Mom and Dad were back I was so glad! I hugged Dad and told him I was glad he was home and Charlie was happy too haha me and Dad watched American Idol Dad asked who Carly Smithson was on Idol she is an awesome singer! she's my favorite on there she sang Heart and she ROCKS <3 Thursday I didn't do anything, I watched American Idol the result show and I went up to Sissy's house, and me and Charlie watched Disney while she washed her hair came home and washed my hair and today Friday Dad is doing better he made his own soup and he ate really good it's a small start But hey at least it's a start right? it came another bad snow storm, and our TV went off for hours But came back on What a week it's been! even tho it started out bad it ended good I am SO blessed thanks again to everyone that said a prayer for my Dad and may God Bless you all! I just wanted to update and let you all know how Dad was I won't be updating for awhile after this, I will be busy looking after Dad But I will update whenever I can.

Much Love,

Bee

Better Get To Livin'
(Dolly Parton)

People always comin' up to me and askin'
"Dolly, what's your secret?
With all you do, your attitude
Just seems to be so good
How do you keep it?"
Well I'm not the Dalai Lama, but I'll try
To offer up a few words of advice

You better get to livin', givin'
Don't forget to throw in a little forgivin'
And lovin' on the way
You better get to knowin', showin'
A little bit more concerned about where you're goin'
Just a word unto the wise
You better get to livin'

A girlfriend came to my house
Started cryin' on my shoulder Sunday evening
She was spinnin' such a sad tale
I could not believe the yarn that she was weavin'
So negative the words she had to say
I said if I had a violin I'd play

I said you'd better get to livin', givin'
Be willing and forgivin'
Cause all healing has to start with you
You better stop whining, pining
Get your dreams in line
And then just shine, design, refine
Until they come true
And you better get to livin'

Your life's a wreck, your house is mess
And your wardrobe way outdated
All your plans just keep on falling through
Overweight and under paid, under appreciated
I'm no guru, but I'll tell you
This I know is true

You better get to livin', givin'
A little more thought about bein'
A little more willin' to make a better way
Don't sweat the small stuff
Keep your chin up
Just hang tough
And if it gets too rough
Fall on your knees and pray
And do that everyday
Then you'll get to livin'

The day we're born we start to die
Don't waste one minute of this life
Get to livin'
Share your dreams and share your laughter
Make some points for the great hereafter

Better start carin'
Better start sharin'
Better start tryin'
Better start smiling
And you better get to livin'

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mood: drained
listening to: Ferras - Don't Give Up

Hey Everyone! I haven't made a real update in forever my life has been super busy But first I should let everyone know that my Dad is doing better now thank God :) he still has a lot of weight he needs to gain...But he hasn't had anymore seizures! So, that's the best news! Thanks again for everyone who has said a prayer for Dad keep on praying for him and us, and I'll keep you all updated on how he's doing ok? My Aunt Sue and Uncle Johnny are here so are my cousin's Patti and Jamie and all of my other cousin's I can't even name them all there's so many! I didn't get to see them But once while they were here But they were busy and we have been busy! Friday Mawmaw Graham and Aunt Arba came up to visit Arba said my cousin Angie has been sick said she almost had a stroke it was because of her Asthma medicine I have been so worried about her she's doing better But keep her in your prayers. Saturday Pawpaw and Diane came up with her sister Jane and Jane's husband Jim we sit outside and had a fire and I gave Pawpaw his B-Day stuff his B-Day is today he's 65 Happy B-Day, Pawpaw! Love ya! anyway I plan on calling him later on today to wish him a Happy B-Day! he hasn't been feeling good lately I have been worried the drs think he might have a blockage somewhere so please say a prayer for him. Sunday I didn't do anything, it was a rainy day and I slept most of the day *yawns* me and Sissy sit outside and me, her, and Mom went to Moe's and got Milkshakes when we came back me and Sissy rode around the park and told my cousin Jacob bye and I'd see him next time next summer he's only 9 years old But he's so sweet too bad we didn't get to spend that much time together there's always next year. Today is Monday, like I said I don't have anything planned besides calling Pawpaw! we took some new pics and I plan on posting those *sometime* in the near future other than that, there's been nothing else going on... like I posted the 16th made 2 years since Ron died! :( and Ron's Aunt Livie passed away my great great Aunt :( But once good thing has happenend my cousin Jerri is having a baby I'm so happy. I ended up calling Pawpaw and wishing him a Happy B-Day! he said he had a party! I told him I'd love to have some cake But me and Sissy was gonna go and go to the store and we couldn't come over (I told a little white lie I wanted to surprize him) So, we went over there and Jane and Jimmy was there and Diane we all ate cake and Pawpaw was so happy to see me! I'm really happy we went over to see him! :) he gave me a bracelet, some rings, and a pair of sunglasses, he's always so sweet! and Diane and Jimmy bought me some candy...from a girl that was selling stuff for her school that was so sweet of them :) before that Sissy bought me a drink from Taco Bell it has real Strawberries in it I could live on Stawberry flavored stuff haha Sissy is so sweet to me too, we always have fun with eachother when we got out I wish we could have stayed longer But it was late and Sissy had to stop at Riteaid and to get water, after that we came home it was almost 9:30 when we got home we ate dinner and Aunt Sue and Patty came over and they stayed for alittle while I just added a little bit to this entry I didn't want to retype another journal entry. Again sorry for not updating like I used to But my life stays busy I don't have time I do read everything you all post tho I hope everyone is doing well and life is good I'll try to update again soon But my soon is months from now you all know that lol! One more thing check out Ferras and Katy Perry they're amazing 2 of my favorites! and for everyone on Live Journal, Insane Journal, and NuTang I just wanted to let everyone know that I got a new account on melodramatic.com and deviantart my name is myyourheart So, if anyone has accounts at those sites add me ok? thanks! leave me some comments I'd love to hear how everyone's summer has been so far? Anyway, I'm gonna go listen to music and finish posting those new pics I promised.

Much Love,

Bee

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mood: sleepy
listening to: Keith Urban - Jeans On

My weekend was good, I didn't do anything until Sunday, we had a family cookout at Aunt Sue's for Patty, and for Jamie 'cause they are going back home on Monday It was just Aunt Sue, Benny, Barbra, Jamie, Patty, Sissy, Dad, Mom, Me, Our Dogs Charlie, Chewy, and Ginger we ate meatballs, hot dogs, hamburgers, and potatoes we stayed late and then we went to Walmart to get Sissy a battery for her car her battery was dead, and her car wouldn't start I wanted to look around Walmart but Mom had to get back before it got dark to put Sissy's battery in it's fixed now yay! Anyway when we got home I got my IPod and went out to swing and it started to rain! and I had to come in and got online I just wanted to make a quick update on how my weekend went. How was everyone's weekend? I hope it was a great one.

Much Love,

Bee

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mood: tired
listening to: Taylor Swift - Tied Together With A Smile

My day started out early at 6:00 AM! I didn't get any sleep last night But I knew I'd be getting up and going to the doctors with Dad and I wasn't tired I couldnt sleep we left the house at 6:30 and got over there by 7:30 me and Mom bought us some snacks and some soda we sit outside the car and ate and walked Charlie until Dad got through he didn't get done until 9:30 then we went to Walmart But I didn't go in because I wasn't ready I was still in my PJ's I didn't know we was going there or I would have got ready anyway, I told Mom to look for Taylor Swifts new CD / DVD she called me out in the car on Dad's phone and told me that they didn't have it :( Well, when she got back out to the car she said here and it was Taylor's CD / DVD Mom wanted to surprize me! Mom also got me a Pink Taylor t-shirt, a Miley t-shirt and a Butterfly t-shirt that was so sweet of her! Dad got me the new People mag, the one that has Keith and Nicole on the front of it, and it had a article with Katy Perry in it talking about her fave Summer songs she said she loves Robyn (me too) we came home I ate and I started to take a nap until Benny came brining our new mattress and boxspring after he left I finally took my nap and didn't wake up until Sissy came. I watched Celebrity Circus I'm so happy for Antonio Sabato, Jr he won I really didn't know who would win between him, Stacey Dash, and Wee Man they were all amazing on there!! I hope NBC picks up Celebrity Circus for a 2nd season. After that went off I got online and I checked out the news and I was shocked to read "Steven Page of the Barenaked Ladies was arrested on drug charge of coke!" I couldn't believe it! he used to do drugs I thought he had it under control I guess not his wife just left him maybe that's why he started using again for whatever it may be I hope he gets sober this time for his 3 kids, and the band they need him! he's good friends with Jason Priestley wonder what Jason thinks about that hmm? Jason and Keith Urban have both been there before with drug use, But they have been clean and sober for years now :) addiction is sad I hope Steven will get well. I changed my Melo layout thanks eternalphoenix for my layout I love it so much <3 Anyway, I think I'm gonna go I have written enough for now I didn't even think I'd have time to write this much :P I have been so busy lately and I still have so much to do. I hope everyone is doing well, I'll do my best to make another update soon.

Much Love,

Shan

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mood: tired
listening to: Taylor Swift - Perfectly Good Heart

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