watching: my life... in retrospective
listening to: jordin sparks
mood: sad
nice beggining... with lies... Maybe it's time to understand a lot of things that I have been doing during my life, carryng... I dunno, may be I have to change myself in another person.... some people thinks that all your sins will be forgotten and you will be clean to start a new year... my problem is... cannot erase my past... can't make things different because past mark me... have to quit... or have to move on... this is the challenge for this year... over past... change...

L@Le

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mood: sad
what was I saying??? oh! yes, I remember MARRIAGE IS NOT FOR YOU YET (I'm for sure) AND MAY BE IT WILL BE A "NO" FOREVER

grate for me!!! it's like something, or someone has been wait into this moment to say this... I always tought that having 26 was the best age to get married, I always said that I will be married to 2008... it will not hapens.... untill I have 45... may be someone wants to marry me to take care of... his gramma? or his mother, who knows, may be I will be on somewhere studyng something as always and being the gandma of the students... It will happens... met someone, and have a children with him, run away to him never see me again!!!

what a imagination!!!

may be all this crap is killing my brain... may be all this crap is killing my relationship... if there is one now...

L@LE

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I can't find the rhyme in all my reason
I've lost sense of time and all seasons
I feel I've been beaten down
By the words of men who have no grounds
I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom
When your ax has cut the roots that feed them
Forked tongues in bitter mouths
Can drive a man to bleed from inside out
What if you did?
What if you lied?
What if I avenge?
What if eye for an eye?
I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine
Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind
Human pride sings a vengeful song
Inspired by the times you've been walked on
My stage is shared by many millions
Who lift their hands up high because they feel this
We are one We are strong
The more you hold us down the more we press on
What if you did?
What if you lied?
What if I avenge?
What if eye for an eye?
I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind
'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life
So I'll just ask a question
What if?
What if your words could be judged like a crime?

My words have been judged always like a crime, I dunno what I have to do to make people understand what I want to say... Is sad... It seems like no one in the world can see what I try to say .... or hear... whatever... I'm sad. I can't say nothing

lale

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mood: sad
listening to: everything
watching: tv, spots
today I almost broke up with my boyfriend... It was really weird because he seems to be very convinced that he wasn't wanted to be with me anymore.... It was very sad, and I was thinking if that could be the best thing for us, and I realized that it isn't... I love him very much, I could not handled with another sad separation. Eho knows, everything could happens, unless, I died first (that is another thing that could happens)

I realized that no one has the right to put him (or her) your shoes your shoes are yours and noone else could put them or throw them away...

you know, at this time, I have to go to bed, cuz next week I have to work 12 hours a day,... hope not being so bad doing that... or that it will no being that much for me... I have one hour to ate whatever I wanted, so I'm going to make some drugs hahahaha it's a joke... see ya around

lale

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