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Age. 30
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Everything that ends in ish, Native American
Location , WA
School. Western Washington Univ
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today just so happens to be

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i write these words on notecards
cause i have nothing better
but it's all the same feeling
as i read through your letters
"you're my rushmore"
well you're my waste of time
and you think you're such a nice boy
well boy you think too much
breaking hearts is out of style
but your comprehension lacks in grace
and he's got those tired eyes
"only a mother could love"
well i'm not your mother
but i loved them none the less

so where do i go from here?
i only ever wanted to be the lightning in your veins
so i could brighten your day
but things got cloudy and you ran away
take me to the finish line
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
It's strange. Last quarter I got straight A's, kicked ass in my most challenging classes yet, and was just overwhelmingly proud of myself for making it through that.

I think I burned myself out.

I'm not excited about my major anymore; I don't want to go to my classes. I just want a break. I think I'm starting to understand why having Summer quarter off and Winter break are so important. I still took classes over the Summer and over Winter break I was constantly busy catching up with old friends and family, traveling, etc. that I never had any time to myself to just pause and breathe.

The only thing getting me through right now is the fact that switching my major at this point would be absolutely insane, not to mention incredibly expensive. Even taking the quarter off would mean I'd have to wait until winter quarter NEXT year to complete my courses to graduate. Overall it just wouldn't be worth it. So I'm going to try and power through this as best I can; I don't want to throw all my hard work out the window.

I've started a list of goals for myself, as well; the important things I want to achieve after I graduate be it in my career or personally. The length of the list thus far is equal parts terrifying and exciting. It's important to make yourself happy.

I really want to move to New York after I graduate and that's my motivator for these next few months. Getting a job there with the degree I'm earning won't be easy but I'm excited to live in a place that will challenge me.

2012, let's see what you have in store.

i'm burnt out as well. university is no fun sometimes. But just remember how amazing you did last quarter, and know that you can do as well as you did then :)
» dannixfresh on 2012-01-11 01:54:19

toilet tissue
» The-Muffin-Man on 2012-01-18 06:02:24

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