So I broke up with Tyler today. The facebook world has already started to catch on lol. I don't really want to talk about it...but it would be nice to blog :3.

So wednesday night I got the flu from tyler. Then thursday morning he brought me medicine and ate lunch with me at work after his classes. We were fine all of thursday. Let me back track a little and tell you about how my car has been acting very strange. It started this past sunday and It is jumping at low rpms and when im at a dead stop. So tyler promised me to fix it on friday. I kinda was nervous about driving it all week but I trusted him and decided to get through the week.
So yesterday morning rolls around and I feel awful!! but tyler and i had talked and he was going to get my car from the store and fix it and drop it off after i got done working. So i got my sick butt out of bed and got ready and was on my way out when tyler called me. He said that he was just going to stop by work for a little while and he didnt want to fix the car that day but he would do it tomorrow. He said he wanted to go home and take a nap. I was upset. I told him not to even bother with the car.I was driving my car for a whole week, potentially making the problem worse but trusting tylers word to fix it on friday. Not to mention I could have not gone to work and stayed in bed but I knew thats where he was getting my car from. So i being mad told him not to bother to come see me at all.
So I got through work until 2pm. Tyler didnt call me once since that morning or text me (knowing I was sick). When I got home that night I felt even worse and fell asleep on the couch till 6pm. I then had to get up and get ready to go to fellowship where I taught at 7 30. I got through my teaching and barely made it home before I started throwing up. At that point I still had not heard a word from tyler since that morning. I puked every five minutes until i fell into a rough sleep at 11. At about 12 30 tyler calls me and wakes me up to tell me how well a show he played that night went. I then spend an hour huddled on my bathroom floor getting sick and wishing I would die. When I talked to tyler I agreed we would talk the next day about how mad i was because at that point i was so emotional and worn out. So i finally fell into sleep at 5am. I woke up today at about 9 30. I took a shower and then texted tyler. We then talked for a bit. I told him I was upset about my car and about him not bother to check on me. He then said the words that made me snap "im not going to be there to hold your hand through everything". ummm excuse me? I was sick. I just needed a call saying you loved me or i would have even been happy with a stupid text message. Plus I want someone who will be by my side when things are bad. I needed him and he bailed on me. And when i broke up with him the only thing he said (texted) was "wtf". He does not care and I want someone who does care for me.

That's a pretty big decision to make when you're in a bad mood.
» randomjunk on 2011-02-27 04:01:31

Come on, Hothead! You know there's more to it than that! He definitely screwed up pretty bad, for sure, but you guys've been together long enough to get over something like that, right?
» middaymoon on 2011-02-27 12:44:55

Also, I hope you get better soon. Yeach.
» middaymoon on 2011-02-27 12:45:06

I'm only down to earth when stuff gets real! Other than that I'm like I SO CRAZY
» middaymoon on 2011-03-01 12:06:56

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