Monday. 12.6.04 9:53 pm
Yeah, it’s all turning back and forth. I don’t know. There are swings that swing, and pendulums that run. I know. I’m treading on very thin ice with these emotions of mine. I’m treading on ice that can break any moment from now, and then again I wouldn’t mind them breaking. I wouldn’t mind shattering this world and making a new one. One where its ok to laugh together, its ok to touch one another, and its ok. But that’s another world out there, and the world I’m living in is a glass house, I should stop throwing rocks shouldn’t I? I’m causing trouble. I’m not even making it subtle. Dude, I tried. But then again, I no effort was set forth. Sigh.
Yeah, one I know will say “just do it man, break the damn glass, and go for it” but then again, shattering the glass would open up the plane, making it oh so open, but then again, if you tread upon it, it will cut and stain you. Where will you go then? Someone’s going to bleed, and I don’t know who. Fuck. There are things that work out so well, but then again in lifes cruel laugh, never really work do they? Fuck passivity, fuck laying down, fuck never making the move.
Yeah, but that’s breaking the glass.
He has to do it. I can’t. But then again, passivity is nice. Complacency a place. And the world a dark and scary world. Yeah, I understand. Actually I know more then I wish to pass on. I know much more then I’m willing to admit. I also know so little I’m wallowing in ignorance. I am so naïve as to believe. Yeah, fuck off Priscilla, you are worthless in believing so. Yeah. I know…
Hamlet calls and my brain ceases to exist. Welcome oblivion.
I hope you see this before tomorrow. I can't go tomorrow. My dad is getting suspicious and my mom thinks he's going to check on me one day. Sooo....Friday in the morning alright?
Btw, what's your exam schedule?
» DarknessPrevails on 2004-12-07 09:39:25
i got the exam schedule in my bag, i'll show you on friday ok?
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