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Sunday. 10.24.04 3:59 pm
“You’re not going to drop him because you care about him too much.”

Why is it that, that scares me? Caring about a person. Hrm. I’ve “liked” people yes, but cared about them? That’s something else isn’t it? Sick to be me. Him, maybe I do care, in a sense a lot more then before and more then others. But then again allowing my self to care is something weird, odd, and most defiantly off for me. Eh. This is the way I see it. ‘Tis all a game. A game I like to play and one I don’t always win in but I do accomplish quite a bit in. But never has respect been entered in this “game” I usually don’t. Not my thing. It’s not the game then. But now, there’s a sense of respect. Something cool. I haven’t had that since. Well. Lets not talk about that. But yeah, respect now. Enter. What now? Is it different? Is it even the game? The rules have changed, premises warped, and thoughts confused. I don’t know. I must admit I do like the kid. But this time it’s not a challenge so this time it’s not a game. I don’t know. Its been a while since it hasn’t been a game. A long time since there was respect, a bit of care, some real feeling instead of just, something to pass the time and play with. It’s not just a passing thing that’s “interesting” Eh, lets not think now. Lets it sit. What will happen, I’ll choose that action later. Not now.

Eh.


Oh yeah. by the way.

1410 Bitch.

Fuck yes. Damn proud on that shit. comments about the mums convo later.

right now. a shower will suffice.
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Let yourself care about him. Trust me, it's not all that scary when it happens.
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