I wrote a bit the other night. Laying in bed within the hours of sleep as it refuses to come, i wrote.

This is my ode to a dying relic, a world in which we have left. Maybe a feeling we never lost but something we've forgotten. yet, no w/o cost. i was thinking of that relic reborn from time to time, though never really to full potential, dont you think love, that nifty little thing, might be, something odd yet, nourishing. I dont know. Its me wanting something i cant have. maybe i shouldn't have changed. should i return to what life was. maybe its worth it. but what of the progression? the love.

Its an age of silence a world in muted lights, soft singing drums and laughter remote and lost. Lets stand still together and soak up the cyanide. Come and dance with me, maybe you wont have two left feet. "i sit and wonder of every love that could have been, if only i could have thought of somethign charming to say." Am i losing it? have i already lost it? You know i fear it. you know i wont stand for it but tend to wallow as is. when you watch their sillouettes melt and their happiness radiate you wonder, i cant really make it like that though. Cant really say its so. but maybe its something lost upon the good and youthful. ever thought of that. ones actions may reflect ones life. i am not on of morals. and this is how i choose to direct my karma. I am far from one worthy so it may seem. maybe i'm just lonely. maybe i'm just scared. wheres life going today? its a choice we live by. a world we dictate and feelings we create. i want to kiss someone i love, i want to give what i have and live just for them to see, what i am who i may be. maybe its foolish adolencence or even something more but, how can we say? "I need you so much closer" maybe he's too lost. a deadend to live in. A world i cannot tap, a feeling that wont be shared, a kill that cant be felt. what a tragedy. For such youth to be wasted on lonliness. But there still gleams lights within the depths of the ocean and maybe one day i'll stumble on them. Maybe he'll make that move, maybe i'll get that kiss. Who knows. lay it on chance. whats there to do but wait? and waiting may be a heavy task yet, living life with a measure of laughter may be the levity in which i need. but then again it can only seem that a world is everything it deems. I'm just tired of lonliness and ready for that type of happiness. Let me whince, its ok wont help anyone of my kind. "Can you tell me why you have been so sad" maybe i could but it would too bad.

Who knows.

Dont know and that'll be the secret.

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