Sunday. 7.18.04 11:06 pm
just recently i've decided something. ok, more like the moment i started typing i thought of this but anyways, this may or maynot hold up. Boys. interesting little things i must admit. but, i've decided (partially to save face and partially cuz i'm an insecure little fuck) that boys are for play not emotional attachment. Lovely little things to look at but not to open up to. Fun to play with, not to cry with. I think is one step to me being completly and utterly alone for the rest of my life but oh well. its just a thought and might last for what, two seconds, but its a thought.
i've had an ok weekend. went to a nice dinner with some people and my family. ms ryan still rocks. and uh, thats about it, a shit load of swimming and retardation. it was fun. BOMB THE MOTHERFUCKERS! if ur not david, my sis, or bro you dont get it.
I'm tired.
sleep time.
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