Tuesday. 7.13.04 8:47 pm
Ok. I can't stand it. I erased my previous blog and put it on something else. its way too much to put up there and plus, the writing sucks and i dont want to put it up where people can read it. man, the more i think about what i wrote the more i hate it. i really can't write anymore. i wish i could but the more i try the less i can. maybe its that i need to stop trying. but i just can't write. i can't. oh well.
ha ha. jess. but yea, i was really really bored. seriously. i called TWO people! can you believe that? haha, i called you and david. thats the equivilant of me being desperate. haha. i was contemplating wheather or not to call alec but decided against. lol. man, today sucked after i stopped watching Cheech and Chong, and that lasted for like, 20 more mins after i hung up w/ you. I really do have an attention span of a 3 year old. lol.
ok, now i dont know if i want to delete it. fuck, what do i want to do... hrm... i'll keep it. no, i'll erase it. ok we'll let jess choose. Jess, is the last entry SO lame to the point of where it deserves to be buried six feet under or burned? lol. please tell me.
this is stupid of me. i need slit my wrists i'm so sad. lol.
oh well.
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