Thursday. 7.8.04 4:10 pm
we've been in so many arguements i cant tell when it began or if it'll end. My mind has been hazy lately and Your voice has been angry and crazy. my acts have not been all too noble
i dont feel like writing about that right now. man, i haven't written anythign worth reading in forever. i'm in a serious writer's block. this sucks. i dont know. i think its that i'm too scared to write what i'm really feeling right now so my brain refuses to write anything of quality. sigh. oh well, i dont feel like facing my real thoughts. I reread what i posted the other day about boys and i've deemed it too harsh so i'm going to erase it. I dont think i was right in condemning all of the guys that i know. yeah, alot of them are immature but it's unfair of me to compare them and bitch about it. I'm taking it off and renouncing my thoughts. eh, can you tell that i'm running from my mind right now? please, i'm fucking taking back things that i've said. i very rarely do that. *sigh* theres more that i want to say right now but i dont know if i have anytime or the mind for it. I'm still grounded. this is bothersome. I've read every time article there is to read. I know all about Micheal Moore, John Kerry, The war in Iraq, Jefferson. Fucken a. I'm getting a little bored now. The Time articles were keeping me occupied but now that i'm done i need something more. i'm reading a book, Brave New World, i like it. theres something about it that i like. Last years seniors either loved it or hated it. I love it. But, its a slow read and i'm trudging through it. Eh... The whole no TV thing was ok for a day, now i'm kind of like, hrm, wait, no dont turn it on. You'll be screwed over if you do. Then the whole NO PHONE thing kind of bothered me cause, well, that was my last resort. I find my self listening to alot of Alkaline Trio and playing freecell. ahha. i hate this. Wait, a nap might be needed. No, i slept all morning after my orthodontist appointment, then i slept after lunch again. haha, ok. I need a project. Lol. Hrm... ESSAYS! scholarship ones, yeah, sadly, i'm going to do it. *sigh* congrats jess, i'm doing it!! ahha.
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