Monday. 4.12.04 1:58 pm
this music is entoxicating... i feel the memories fade. i feel the world erase. i feel. that is all. maybe its the mood i'm in. maybe its the situation. maybe its the want. who knows. my mind is a haze. a smoky haze that i cant hear in, i cant think in, i can only be in.
i do enjoy this.
too fast and too soon. to slow and to late.
thats what this is. thats what it all is.
two very interesting people. yes, interesting is a good thing but how long will it last. and how long will i allow it to go on? how long has it gone on. Two is only recent but one has been the story for much to long. This one. One interesting kid. slightly unfortunate. this is my fault. This is all my doing. this is me. but. no one can see. no one can tell. no one really knows. thats all that matters. really. thats all that matters.
no one. knows.
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