Have you ever loved someone so much that you just can't get your mind off them, and you'd rather die then have to live w/out them? And you want them to love you, too, but then again you don't, because you know it would ruin your really really good best-friendship. And then you find out that they love you, too, but they don't want to ruin your friendship eather. And so they say they can't do it. They can't love you. They say that you have to be just friends, and no matter how much you want to say, No! No! We can do this! We can be more! We can try it! Our friendships allready screwed now that we're having this conversation, so can't we just get over it and have fun w/it? you just can't. You can't now and you never will be able to. Has that ever happened to you?

CaptanCrunch2010: i p.o.d at u u r in the boys r stupid thro rocks at them club
iluvDRPEPPER101h: haha i made that club
iluvDRPEPPER101h: :-P
CaptanCrunch2010: u poo face
iluvDRPEPPER101h: cuz we r kinda mad @ a couple of boys right now
CaptanCrunch2010: who
iluvDRPEPPER101h: hu wat?
CaptanCrunch2010: we r kinda mad @ a couple of boys right now
iluvDRPEPPER101h: me n wendy r mad @ some guys
CaptanCrunch2010: what guys
iluvDRPEPPER101h: just some guys
CaptanCrunch2010: me?
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i dunno
CaptanCrunch2010: omfg y
iluvDRPEPPER101h: cuz of somethin
CaptanCrunch2010: what
CaptanCrunch2010:: y r u mad at me
iluvDRPEPPER101h: cuz of something about someone
CaptanCrunch2010: WHAT THE HELL
CaptanCrunch2010: o well im gunna go
iluvDRPEPPER101h: no
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i would tell u
iluvDRPEPPER101h: but i cant
iluvDRPEPPER101h: u will think im an idiot and a biatch if i say y
iluvDRPEPPER101h: hello?
CaptanCrunch2010: no tell me
iluvDRPEPPER101h: no u will think im retarted and a stupid biatch and u will nvr wanna b frendz w/me evr again
iluvDRPEPPER101h: :'(
CaptanCrunch2010: no tell me
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i promise u dont wanna hear wat i have 2 say
CaptanCrunch2010: well tell me neway
iluvDRPEPPER101h: u will get mad @ me
CaptanCrunch2010: TELL ME
iluvDRPEPPER101h: ok well i dunno me n wendy well we were just talking and stuff and she said it looked like u liked me and stuff and i told her that i like u and then she was just like yea i think he likes u hes just been acting like it and i told u and all and well i told her how like this morning ok u were just like 'lylas' and stuff when u signed off and im not friggin stupid i can take a hint but i mean u could have been nice enuff just 2 tell me! and then like when i told wendy we were just talkin and then we just kinda got mad a lil i guess i dunno its a stupid reason and u think im a bitch now but o well u wanted me 2 tell u so there i told u
CaptanCrunch2010: nice enuff just 2 tell me?? telll u what
iluvDRPEPPER101h: that u dont like me u didnt have 2 just be like lylas cuz that hurts even more will
CaptanCrunch2010: omfg
CaptanCrunch2010: if i like sum 1 i juss dont tell mthem straight out hannah
CaptanCrunch2010: but i dont want our friendship to end
iluvDRPEPPER101h: y did u think i didnt wanna friggin tell u but no i just had 2 tell u right u just had 2 make me tell u and how could u not no that it was u i would have told u ne1 else i trust u more than ne1 u just wanted 2 here me say it didnt u?
CaptanCrunch2010: no
iluvDRPEPPER101h: well then y?
CaptanCrunch2010: bcuz i didnt no
iluvDRPEPPER101h: will im sry i luv u more than anyone and ur the best frend ive ever had i just didnt want this 2 happen out of all the things that could happen i didnt want this 2 happen
CaptanCrunch2010: well then lets just stay friends because u r mu best friend and i dont want it to end over a stupid relationship
CaptanCrunch2010: k?
iluvDRPEPPER101h: im going 2 my room call me if u wanna talk
CaptanCrunch2010: what the hell
CaptanCrunch2010: y?
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i just dont wanna b in here right now
CaptanCrunch2010: y
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i just dont!
CaptanCrunch2010: FINE!
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i wanna talk 2 u will but i dont want 2 in the same room as my dad!!!!!!!
CaptanCrunch2010: mmmk
iluvDRPEPPER101h: im sry will
CaptanCrunch2010: 4 wat
iluvDRPEPPER101h: 4 just bein so mean lately
CaptanCrunch2010: not ur folt
iluvDRPEPPER101h: im going 2 my room call me if u want
CaptanCrunch2010: i kant
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i hate this
CaptanCrunch2010: wat
iluvDRPEPPER101h: just... i dunno... everything
CaptanCrunch2010: wat
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i dunno
CaptanCrunch2010: r u mad aty me
iluvDRPEPPER101h: no i dont think so im just sad
iluvDRPEPPER101h: im just really really sad
CaptanCrunch2010: well i dont wanna ruin our gr8 relationship
CaptanCrunch2010: friendship
iluvDRPEPPER101h: i no
CaptanCrunch2010: do u?
iluvDRPEPPER101h: no but will u dont understand how much i like u how much ive liked u ever sense 4ever how just... i dunno i dont understand eather
CaptanCrunch2010: hey i g2g2 bed
iluvDRPEPPER101h: ok bye
CaptanCrunch2010: cya
iluvDRPEPPER101h: good night
CaptanCrunch2010: lylas 4 eva and eva
CaptanCrunch2010: * dont b sad pweez*
iluvDRPEPPER101h: ly2 and ill try not its just so hard
CaptanCrunch2010: k cya
iluvDRPEPPER101h: bye
CaptanCrunch2010 is away at 12:12:39 AM.
CaptanCrunch2010 signed off at 12:23:15 AM.

And about 30 minutes ago look what Kendra said, and what I said back, while I'm crying outside of the computer, but she will never know that, will she?

PUNKROCK118: i think will blocked me
randomstupidityh: no
randomstupidityh: hes signed off
PUNKROCK118: i know but he is like veing real rude to me and i am just like i like him and if he dont want to care and he want to be mean to me because i like him then fuck him he is just a boy
randomstupidityh: yea boys r stupid throw rox @ them, right?
PUNKROCK118: lol

How could he do that to me? He can go out w/anyone that happens to be my best friend, but even if we like eachother, nooooo we can't go out. We'll never go out. Because we're to good of friends. We're just to good of friends.

luvs
hannah

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