erg. This has been the worst birthday ever. I mean... I swear!

First of all, felt like crap all yesterday and today. Had to go in Ali's big van and I don't think it has shocks, and there were about a milifity bumps on the road, and my tumtum allready hurt like frikin crap, and then I got motion sickness yesterday. I felt like I was gonna throw my guts up all yesterday. Then, today, everytime I stood up everything went all neon or some crap like that, where like nothing is really still its just all pink and yellow and green and orange and purple and crap... And then there's this shit going on w/Kendra and Will, right?

"Cody" started a rumor. But it wasn't really Cody that started it. I'll get into that later.

The rumor is that Kendra's cheating on Will. I know it's not true. Kendra's just not the person that would do that. That's like saying Jenny would be cheating on Kyle or Sam. [that's a long story, and I'm not even gonna go there. remind me some time when I haven't posted in forever and I'll tell you.] W/Tanner.

And so Cody tells Will, right? Well, then Will calls me over [and this is in lunch] and asks if Kendra's cheating on him. I tell him of course not. But he doesn't believe me, now does he?

Well, in 5th prd., which he has w/Ali and Wendy, he tells Ali he thinks that Kendra's cheating on him.

Then-and this is what cracks me up- then she acts like I can't know or anything.

"I already know, Ali," I say.

"Whatever," that was her responce.

"It's about Kendra and Will and everyone's saying Kendra's cheating on Will," I said. I knew that's what it was about.

"Oh," she said in disgust.

And I look @ Wendy cuz I know exactly where she stands on this. "And we're not gonna get into it, right?"

"No way," Wendy said. "Fights suck butt."

"I guess not," Ali says, put down.

"Right?" I look @ Ali. "If a fight starts, we aren't gonna get into it."

"Weeeell-"

"OMG Ali why do you even want to get in a fight???" Wendy looked @ her w/that look that she has, like, 'WTH?'

"I love fights, and I get into every one there is!" Ali shoots back. She walks away. Me and Wendy walk to our back packs [hehe i got a new one on Sat. lol random fact but I had a gay one b4 lol] and get our binders.

"Sounds like someone wants that rumor to be true, huh?" Wendy asks me.

"Yup," I agree.

"Kissko," Ali calls, then walks over to us. "Kissko!"

"Hi Hannah," she waves @ me.

"Hi Ali," I say in that peechy keen tone of voice that is sooo sarcastic it's amazing she didn't notice.

"Hi Hannah," she said again, but stressed the Hi, so I would know she meant by that "Bye, Hannah." As if I didn't allready know. She's so good @ making people know she wants them gone.

Then she starts whispering to Wendy.

And what really pisses me off is that it's my birthday. My fuckin' birthday. I feel like punching something right now. I'm crying, just about. On my 13th birthday. I guess 13 really is an unlucky number.

And then, I got this dread of S.S. It was my next period. My last period. For some reason, I though Kendra would be pissed off @ me, not wanna talk to me about anything or anything. I don't know why, I just did.

I went up to my locker to get my book, and I saw Kendra, and I went to talk to her after I got my book. We started walking down to S.S.

"OMG I'm sooo pissed @ Ali."

And I told her the story.

"I'm gonna talk to this Ali girl," said Kendra.

And she did, but if Ali's pissed @ me, I don't care. Wendy agrees w/me, I think. That's what she said, @ least. And I really trust Wendy.

And Ali said that Kendra's the type of girl that would do that. WTFF???? She duznt even fucking know Kendra! And me and Wendy decided that's saying someone like Brooke would be the type of girl that would do that. And then she was like, "I don't think Cody would lie."

I butted in here. "Just because Cody wouldn't lie doesn't mean that he wouldn't tell people something he'd heard somewhere else."

And then I knew who started it. It was Tanner. I mean, he still likes her, and he really wants them to break up, and he hates Will. And, if they broke up he could ask out Kendra on the rebound. Yup. I'm a genius. I know I am. =p. lol.

Well, me and Scott are still going out. That's one good b-day present. lol. =p

feeling like you're going crazy is perfectly normal. it's normal. yup yup yup.

Rumors and relationships confuse me. seriously. i'm just confused. hope all's good
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-11-12 04:38:59

Yeesh...
What an odd way to spend your birthday. It doesn't sound like you had it too bad, though, with all the random goings-on. As for this... Ali, pull a prank - have some fun.
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-11-12 10:20:03

haha. they confuse me to. and i no it waz very odd, but my party last night was even odder.
but the craziest thing waz, the next day, ali and kendra were best friends, and they were ignoring all of us. sometimes truths even crazier than fiction
» RanDumbNess on 2004-11-13 09:34:14

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