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What a good title huh? lol. So here are my entrys! lol...

day 1

hmm... Well, this year there are cute guys, thank God! Let us list them...

Drew. OMG! He's a really nice guy, even though if he wasn't he wouldn't be quite so cute. He talks to me. lol. haha. How immature duz that shound? lol. But he's goin' into 9th grade. :[

R.B. Or something like that. I know it's innitials. He's Drew's friend.

Derek. He's cute and he thinks I'm cute, too! :] He's gonna ask me to the dance.

Cole. He's a really hott councilor. He's the councilor of our family group, but a bit old for me. lol.

Brookes. He thinks my clear Mellisa shoes are wierd. lol

Hmm... That's all I know of at the moment, but I'm sure there'll be more.

OMFG! Ok, this might seem kinda rude and offending to some people, so I'm makin' the font different on this next part. If you think it may offend you, I beg you not to read on, because I don't want anyone here mad at me. Ok, just skip over this next part if you don't wanna read it.

the adhd worshiper

_{This is a church camp. ON every song this guy gets up and jumps around and all this stuff and just goes crazy. I have no earthly idea why that would offend you, I just thought it might.}

Woo! The dance is on Thursday! I can't wait!

Ok, so my hand's startin' to hurt so..

Think you and goodnight! lol

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Hannah

day 2

So we're not allowed to have our flashlights on at night so... I must wright during 'horizontle [rest] time.'

Derek duzn't like me any more, but I never really liked him in the first place.

On the other hand, Billy Ray duz. Ugh. He's a spastic lil' biatch who thinks he knows it all.

Now, let's talk about Drew and Cole... No just Drew, Cole's t19, therefore much to old for me.
Drew... *sigh* hmm... He was showin off today. It was pretty funny. He was shootin' hoops between his legs and he would just...

Almost...

Make it...

But he never did. He kept telling me and Elizabeth that sometime during camp he would make that shot. lol

All for now.

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Hannah

day 3

More hott guys.

Tyler. I know he's really nice cuz I knew him in Whoz.We.Are camp.

Brennan. He's just cute, not hott, but he's really nice.

Hmm... What happened last night? I'm not to sure... I was half.asleep.

Drew has a gf. :[

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Hannah

day 4 [mature entry]

omg. Today is the last full day of camp. I'm so sad. I feel like I've really matured over the last couple of days.

I know more about God. I pray. I remember, on my friend Cybbi's p/f, she wasl like praising God. I thought that was a lil'... Well, wierd, I guess. But I don't think that anymore. I love my Lord, I really do.

The night before last a councilor told a story about a guy. This guy, let's say he's Bob, went to Heaven when he died, and found himself in a room full of filing cabinents. He opened them up and found sins written on them. He saw that they were ones he had commited and he was surprised, and ashamed. Then Christ came through the door, with a marker that wrote in all the colors of the world at one time. And Bob was so ashamed that he hid. But Jesus said, 'Don't be afraid. Come and watch this.' So, Bob came out. And Jesus opened up a filing caninent and took out a card. Then he wrote his name w/ the the marker on it, and the card dissapeared. And, one by one, he did this to every card, and they dissapeared. And the filing cabinents were empty, for the man had been forgiven.

And so, the councilor said, if we wanted to, we could come down and pray for forgiveness. I did. I prayed for forgiveness on, mainley, what I said to Taylor. And I cried. We did that last night, too. I cried.

[immature entry]

I like Brennan. I told Brenan. I don't think Brenan likes me.

T.J., I think he duz.

Drew duzn't have a gf and he flirts w/me.

Brooke is killing me w/laughter because we're supposed to be quiet and she's cracking me up and we're supposed to be sleeping cuz it's horrizontle time. lol

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Hannah

day 4 [later]

I hate my best friend. She's so f'n concieted. I mean, she's duzn't have a real life. Here's why...

*flashback to the dance*

Let's start at the first slow song, shall we? It was one of those girls ask the guys ones and I was walking over to Brennan, and I saw Brooke had allready asked him. Joy beyond joys, eh? I'll finnish tomorrow, I'm being forced to sleep.

Ok, it's the next day, and nevermind about hating Brooke, cuz I was just pissed about something [not sure what tho] and what happened made me even more mad. Well, anyhoo, the dance...

*back to the flashback*

But then I saw Billy, who I started liking earlier in the day. So I was like, 'Hey Billy, wanna dance?' and he said yes. So we were all dancing, and then the song was over and I was like, 'Hey guess what!' So he said, 'What?' And I realize now that I could still turn around, back out, just laugh and say, 'I'm so hyper!'

But I didn't. I said, 'I like you,' and I walked off.

The next slow dance I danced w/T.J. T.J.'s really nice, and funny, and just plain sweet. Not cute unless you know him like I do, but then he is. I like him, too.

And then the last dance I danced with Justin. Now, here is all about Justin.

Justin. Well he thinks I'm gonna die next year at OL because I'm gonna go up the gangs and be like, 'Yo what is up? G?' and they're gonna be 'Dat don't fly witch us,' and then they're gonna shoot my head off. lol. And he's funny and nice and totally sweet. And he is HOTT!

Well, I was pissed at Brooke cuz Brennan liked her. Really it was cuz every guy I like, she ends up liking them, and they like her, so my chances with them are over, because I know her. But, anyhoo, me and Laura hung out cuz she knew exactly what I meant, and so we were bitching about her and we saw Justin and Brennan. So we told Justin to to up to Brennan and say, 'I don't fly like that, G,' which he did and we started cracking up... I'll write more later, my hand hurts and I'm tired and the old Bertha [the church van]'s really bumpy.

Ok it's later and I'm at home typing on my comp about to finnish my story kinda...

So we got Justin to sit w/us during Worship. And I was like, 'Justin, I know I'm gonna cry,' and he was like, 'I betchya don't.' But, anyways, during the part where we went up and prayed for forgiveness, I started crying. And then me and Justin and Laura and Brooke and Brennan all did the thing where we put each others arms around... eachother and swayed to the music. I cried there, too. In fact, I'm starting to cry now just remembering this. But then we sat down and I cried some more. And then at the end of Worship Justin was like, 'See you didn't cry,' and I was like, 'Yes I did!' and I started crying then to and he was like, 'Oh Hannah! I'm so sorry and he gave me hug. But then Brooke was like, 'Why'd you cry Hannah?' and gave me that wierd kinda look, like, 'Um... Hannah that's kinda wierd...'

Then we went to our small groups, where we all cried... Billy Ray talked about his ghost of a rabbit that he ran over when he was four and he made us all really mad but we started cracking up. Then we cried more. Then we went back to the cabins.

Brooke sent me a note that was like, 'Hannah why are you mad at me? Don't think I don't know when my best friend's mad. I heard alot of what you said about me and I don't like most of it. Don't let a stupid boy get in the way of our friendship.'

And then I realized that I was mad about something totally different, maybe [cuz, really, I have hardly any chance of getting a bf when I'm anywhere with her. I mean, Taylor M., liked her when he went out w/me, Taylor B, he liked me, but he liked Brooke more... Hmm...] or maybe not...

So we stayed up late and then it was...

day 5

Ok, that would be today. Well, at Worship this morning I cried in my mind, and I felt the tears, and the stopped up nose, and the soar throat that I get when I cry, but they just wouldn't come. And then Drew gave me a hug and his address and a pic, so did Billy [I'm glad he talks to me] and I got a pic with Cole, too. And then today earlier for dinner we went out to eat with Ronnie and his family at MamaRita's and we saw Jordan, a girl that was in my cabin. So, yeah, that was my week in camp. Hope you enjoyed. :-]

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Hannah