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Friday. 1.26.07 6:07 am

Music: "Daddy's Little Girl" by Frankie J. A rather depressing song, but I think it's so beautiful.

I worry about Jenn. She's been exercising a lot lately and trying to eat healthy, because she wants to get back to the weight she was after high school. I think it's great that she wants to be healthy, but I worry that she might not be able to get there.

Of course it doesn't matter to me how she looks. In fact sometimes I wish she'd see herself the way I see her. I just worry that her desire to be that skinny again might keep her from ever being happy with the way she looks. I'm especially worried because, part of the reason she was that skinny is that she was basically starving herself. I don't think she'd do that anymore. She's too smart for that now. But it still makes me worry.

The thing is I don't know whether to say anything, or just wait it out. I want her to be as happy with the way she looks as I am (with the way she looks). I try to tell her how beautiful she is... usually in subtle ways or with body language. But I'm beginning to wonder if I'm being too subtle. Maybe I should just tell her straight out that she's beautiful. Not sure if she'd believe me or not.

Man sometimes I really wish I knew what she was thinking. It's rather frustrating to feel like you don't know the person you're in a relationship with. Doesn't happen all the time, but every once in a while I feel really out of my depth with her. Then I feel stupid, as if I should have been paying more attention all along. Like I missed some key piece of information that would help me understand her.

Then again, maybe it just takes time.

I wonder if she feels like she really knows me..?

2 Comments.


One thing:
Women aren't really ever happy with themselves, it seems. I'm attempting to get back down to my high school weight, but it seems that I'm going to have to do more than that, because I won't be able to wear my favorite clothes even when I do get to that weight.

Weight and women are fickle, you can tell her you love her the way she is all you want, but she won't really listen until she's at least happy with herself.
» ikimashokie on 2007-01-26 10:01:30

I would definitely approach her with your fears if it appears that she truly is being malnurished in her attempts at losing weight.
» etheracide on 2007-01-26 07:58:51

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