Alternate mes, god did I ever wake up confused.

Ever have ones of those dreams where your you, your there, where you can kinda of control what's happening and at the same time not. Then have somekind of lapse to an alternate universe/reality you, you can stop that, yet only you seem to notice it's happening. Your stil you, except everyone else is... different each time, but you keep flashing back and forth through these "alternate yous." Then you start telling people in your dream about it and some thinkg your crazy and need help (medidine/hospital), some freak out on you, some try to comfort, some stare, some laugh, some just nod and etc. Then as you progress along the dream, the switching/flashing get's faster and faster and everyone in those alternate realities are calling out your name over and over worried, until you stop in just one and after a little while you wake up?

Now I feel non-existent, only to be comforted by that fact, that if I am not in reality right now then I sure as hell wouldn't mind staying here. Thus resulting in mixed feelings for when it was snowing 24 hours ago I was at the epitome of happiness (only to have that feeling crushed by not having a snow day, but only a 2 hour delay).

I know, weird, but then again lots of odd things have been happening recently. All I know for sure is that I won't be going to sleep any time soon,... well unless I just do, since I'm slightly narcoleptic.

I have these mirrors in my home, a LOT of mirrors, so in the hallways and common rooms, not to mention bedrooms there are these huge mirrors, the ones that go from basically more or less most of the ceiling down to the floor. Have you ever looked at one? And no, I don't mean looking at your reflection, I mean have you ever REALLY looked at one? It may just be because of how the mirrors are positioned, but anytime we have guests or friends over they always almost walk right into the mirror thinking it's a continuation of the room or hallway and trust me it looks real, and so incredibly symetric I might add that if you don't hit your hand against the mirror to see that it's solid you wouldn't be sure of which side is real. Then again, how do we know who's on what side of the mirror?

Ever consider another you, completely identical to you in every way, shape or form, doing at the moment exactly what your doing? Are you just a mirror image of that person or is that person the mirror image of you? Better yet what the hell is your conscience doing? Helping? Nope. Great, we know personal views of right and wrong. I want to know real from fake, reality from dreams, ever think one you could just fall through your desk at school into the sky? "Oh, that can't happen, the sky is above, not below!" Pssh, tell me something I care about.

Anyways, Happy New Years people. It's 22 days late, but whatever. (What are you going to do? Hunt me down, skin me, and use my "rather exceptional" panda fur as a coat? You wish.)

Categories: dream [t], alternate world [t], Confused [t]

dude.. that's trippy
» ShirleyTemple on 2007-01-23 01:42:20

Ugh.. it's confusing me too.. Anyway, happy new year.. I'd like to glomp at you if you don't mind because pandas are cute.
» Nuttz on 2007-01-23 10:06:30

Yeah I totally get what you mean. I something wonder that too. Lately I've been too tired to dream, well remember what I dreamed about. I wish I did since my dreams are usually pretty cool, but "eh". XD
» Katrina on 2007-01-27 07:37:34

hey killua! it's me!! zuriee~
hmm...I didn't really read you blog... coz yea. x] I'm too lazy to =x hahaha I'll read it some other time... but I'm just dropping by to say hi!
» cheeseyumminess on 2007-02-05 08:05:30

muwahahahahha~ lol i know.. I'm soo lucky... then today... we had a 2-hour delay too x] nyahaha~ coz it's toooo cold here T_T it's not fun.. well.. maybe it is.. but whatev. xD

hm? what did they do to you last year?


hahaha ty! x] it's cute, eh?
» cheeseyumminess on 2007-02-09 12:51:16

i had a dream sorta like that the other day.
i mean, i knew that i was dreaming, because i was semi awake.
so i knew i was lying on the couch and i could hear my parents talking, but i was trying to escape the mind controlling mega billionare eccentric old man in my dream.


anyhoo. i loved the idea of falling through your desk into the sky. great imagery.


» bananaface on 2007-02-20 01:07:36

Oooo freaky...
» LittleBrit on 2007-03-20 07:27:52

=hunts down, skins, and makes a rather exceptional fur coat=.....


...not from panda fur, of course XD

happy 5 months belated new year, killie-poohs XD

L8r,

—×Kuri×—
» Kuri on 2007-05-07 07:11:51

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