Sunday. 4.28.13 4:33 pm
Things are still getting better. I finished writing my sisters essay today. The last one I had to write to earn the money she gave me. I don't mind helping her out, she's family, and she's raising an energetic little 6 year old. I know I would have appreciated any help I could get while I was still in school. I didn't do very much today, in terms of studying Japanese or Programming. Hell, I haven't done very much in a few months. I still beat myself up over it though. I keep telling myself, "This is why you won't ever amount to anything, you won't even do the things you love doing!" I tell myself those things, but it never changes. I tell myself that I'm lost, so I can't start if I don't know where to go, how to increase my skill. I need to just stop planning and start doing. I'll let you know where I go with that. For now, I need to just figure out what I'm going to do.
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