Man, I do not miss this feeling at all. I'm not sure If I have directly said it in any past entries but, I am pregnant. This baby was planned and Tyler and I are very excited. I am currently about 9 weeks in and its been a little rough so far. I've got some pretty bad ovarian cysts and I have been getting a lot of pain. There are some days where I swell and look 6 months pregnant from the cysts popping. The Dr. pretty much told me we'll have to wait and see what happens. Things have been getting better, so I'm not too worried anymore.

Today is Tyler last day in town. He has to leave tomorrow :( I must say though, it has been a blast. New York was out of the question, so his mom got us a time share locally and Tyler and I had some alone time. It was awsome. He is currently with a buddy out in Orlando attenting a gun show lol. Since it's his last day, I told him to go have fun. I've been prego about things this vacation and been a bitch occasionally, so he definately needs a little time out with friends.

I'm going to be heading up north on Saturday for two weeks. I'm looking forward to being home for a little while :)

Khloe is finally starting to walk. She has been taking a step or two every once in a while, but yesterday she acctually started walking. She took about 8 steps for the first time. Walking from Tyler to me :) I was so excited!!

Anyway, I think the new baby is going to be a boy. I really hope it is because thats what Tyler and I want. We have a name picked out as a possiblity thanks to a friend of mines suggestion. Kaden for a boy. Tyler and I like it. I think we are going to stick with K's. Foir a girl I really like Kylee. But, we have a looong time till them and plenty of time to think about it.

RANDOM, I had the worst dream ever last night. Tyler and I were at some fair kinda off doing our own thing. Suddenly, I see him holding hands with some other girl. She was a very short spanish girls who looked about 18, kinda chunky with a thin mustache and slight unibrow. I walked up to him and was like WTF?! He said that he had fallen in love with her and she was everything he wanted. I was dumbfounded. I cried, tried to run off with another group of guys (to make him jealous), told him I was going to pawn my wedding ring, poured my heart out to him, but he wouldn't budge his mind. He had just met this girl who was slightly unattractive, and swore up and down he loved her. He said told me she was better than me, and treated him so much better than I did. I remember waking up and seeing him laying next to me. I put my arm around him and gave him a kiss and tried to go back to sleep. What a weird dream..

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