For the first time in my life I've met someone like me. It's nice to have the recognition that I'm not crazy! It's interesting though.. It has intrigued me to open back up to this unplesant disposition. Once again, I am seeing the world through these eyes that have seemed to haunt me through the years. However, he has given me a light about. I don't see it as a curse, but a blessing. Something I can use to my advantage to help people. I'm not going to get a big head about it like my mother. I'm just testing the water to see how deep I can go. I want to break this shell around my heart and break free. I'm so afriad to let anyone it. Even my husband. No one has seen how deep it goes. But, he has taken an intrest in finding out more, which makes me want to learn more. I'm hoping I can learn from him and try to understand all of this. Maybe there are more people with this gift than I thought. Maybe, instead of hiding I need to be more open to people. But, I don't want to try to hard. I don't want to be like my mother. I just want to be me, but there is so much about me I don't know. Just maybe, I can find out with his help :)

My husband will be here again next week Thursday through Sunday. He's bringing some friends down and I'm excited!! We're going to a concert next friday afternoon/night with Mayday Parade!!! AHH! So awsome! We'll probably throw Disney in there somewhere. It's like tradition now. I can't wait :)

Khloe's first birthday is on Wednesday... It boggles my mind to think she going to be a whole year old. She's growing up so fast, and so close to walking! The suspense of her first steps is killing me. My little girl :) I love her so much.

I guess thats it.... yup

ARE YOU A PSYCHIC?

Or a medium, who talks to the dead?

I very curious to know your special gift.
» Zanzibar on 2010-11-18 09:27:43

that's AWESOME. I'm glad you found someone you can talk to about it. That must be a big relief in a way.
» Zanzibar on 2010-11-19 10:52:56

wow, a year already? that's crazy! Zaidrien is already 6 months old. it seems like my sister only had him a month ago lol. and it's good to have someone who you can confront in. even though you can confide in your husband about anything, there are still some things that he will never fully understand. so I'm happy for you that you've found someone to confide in
» LostSoul13 on 2010-11-20 02:07:32

yeah boys do suck oh well! it's life..


» dont-see on 2010-11-21 02:00:23

heyy i actually stumbled upon your page like last week haha but never had a chance to leave a msg, hope everything's ok with you!

many congrats on being pregnant again!! i'm guessing your latest entry may be something related to that topic?^^ hope everything goes well for you and your husband. be careful he doesn't spoil your second child and neglect kloe because it's his :)

and happy bday to kloe for wednesday!! wow time does fly!
» Kuri on 2010-11-22 08:51:05

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