It's really early.

KB woke up about an hour ago and she was ready to play! I'm so tired.... I couldn't get to sleep untill late last night.

I'm spiraling down into a pointless depression once again. I miss Tyler so much it's driving me insane. Missing him isn't what's depressing me, it's the fact that we won't have much time together before he gets deployed. It's also crazy to think back. When it was the two of us and are buddy Adam. We were inseprable. I remember hearing honking outside my window at 8 in the morning and and Tyler breaking into my house with the spare key to drag me out of bed. We spent all day, every day together doing stupid stuff. Back when we Were 17, if someone would have told us Tyler and I would be married by 20, I had a kid, and Tyler was in the army, we would have laughed at them and called them crazy!! Secretly it's what we always wanted. Back in the SC, a little whille before I left, I remember we made a promise to eachother. I said "If were not married by 30 we'll marry eachother. And he said "Hell no! I want to be married before then!". After reasoning we settled at 21. We couldn't even wait untill then! I love him so much :)

Ranting again!! x.x Sorry... like I said it's early and I'm bored... and hungry..

Anyway, Tye told me last night that he was going to switch to a 1 bedroom apartment. It's understandable because there's no point on wasting the money when KB and I won't be there. And we'll only have a few months together before he get's deployed anyway... BUT.. he also may have a connect to a cheaper two bedroom apartment that is still close to base. It'll probably be the same cost as a 1 bedroom at the aprtment complex we were looking at.

Khloe is getting fussy.. I'm going to calm her down and then whip me up a bowl of reese's puffs :D

I hope you will be able to see him soon... I know how it is like just wanting to get a glimpse or a text or just anything that has to do with someone you love. I'm trying to get over that right now and it is goddamn hard.

Re: Yea.. I'm still at the awkward phase with my classmates.. and is pretty much paranoid too. So yea.. it'll take a while to get rid of that.
» undecided on 2010-10-02 12:12:01

that's really sweet the love you 2 have between each other, it really is...
getting proper sleep? Haven't done that in a while ,lol

and Resse's Puffs are sooo yummy! lol
» CPKviperpheonix on 2010-10-02 02:13:22

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