I found something out yesterday that is eating me away. I lost sleep over it last night. But why? I don't care about him anymore and I've moved on. But.. how could he do that to me?

I suspected it. and new something was going on.. but I let it go. There was this girl that use to come over and hang out back when I lived in South Carolina. She had the reputaion of being a whore. She was a young highschool student and kind of on the chunky side. When rumors flew I denied it and didn't want to believe it. He wouldn't do that to me.

Less than a couple of months before Khloe was born Baby-daddy was cheating on me. Why would he stoop so low? After everything I did for him. I gave him the world. Anything he wanted he got. I did what it took to make him happy. And he was fucking a 17 year old whore while I was at work. Working 7 and 1/2 months pregnant. Working long and agonizing shifts to support him. To try and make him happy. It was all a joke to him! He bragged about it and was proud that he was cheating on me. Not to mention he got her pregnant but she miscarried (supposedly). He never really cared.. I atleast thought through the anger he cared about me a little bit. But I was wrong. This was all a joke to him. He never cared about Khloe or me. It kills me to think I was blind about it all. How many girls were there? I'll never know...

I don't understand why I've taken this to heart so strongly. I've moved on and have a happy life ahead of me... but this won't leave my mind. I keep thinking how could he do this to me? Why did everyone hide this from me. Even his family knew and hid it from me. I've never been treated with so much disrespect and lied to so much.

He never cared... All along our relationship and Khloe was just one big joke to him...

Wow :-(, that's really sad to hear.. I'm sorry you had to go through that.... I'm glad things are a lot better now!
» CPKviperpheonix on 2010-09-14 03:08:59

thank you... Lol well Tyler is a pretty popular name :] but thats funny...



My mom is going through kinda the same thing that happened to you. Except she didnt have kids with him. We talked and she said the reason it hurts her still is that she thinks he made a fool of her and us kids by trusting him and giving him so much.
» Ruby-in-slippers on 2010-09-14 09:59:06

Hugs...


» jolenesiah on 2010-09-17 02:13:54

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