I hate my mind
And the fighting it brings within itself
why cause doubt
Why fight
Why try and bring me down
The happiness is darkened
Black and white suddenly becomes gray
But what if I'm not strong enough
What if it takes over
I have no regrets
No Doubts
Yet the fighting never stops
It wants to bring me down
I want it to go away
Another sleepless night ahead
Just another fight...
You're only a dream away
But I can't sleep without you
Why am I like this?
I don't understand
I can paint a memory
But they only last for so long
I can write an image
But I'll only lock it in the back of my mind
Left on a shelf to collect dust with the others
Reality is setting in
Yet I find myself sifting through files to find something
Anything
A written image to calm the insanity
I'm running into a wall at full force
No image or painting can mask reality anymore
This is it
It's right here in front of me
I want to run like always
But I'm going to stand my ground
I'll break through this wall
I will overcome
Fight if you will
I'm fighting back now
I will win this battle
I don't need to hide anymore


You're only a dream away....

nice.
» renaye on 2010-07-17 01:42:24

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