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Friday. 9.6.13 9:49 pm
My friend challenged me to actually speak my thoughts and tell my crush how I feel. I have one month to do so. If I don't say anything by the time I turn 27, I owe her lunch. If I do say something, she owes me birthday cupcakes. The only thing holding me back is the very real fact that it could affect our jobs. He can't lose his because it's what allows him to live the life he has. I can't lose mine until at least December because I deserve to be able to treat my family after not having seen them in the 3 years since I moved here.

My other friend suggested that I invite him to a party that she and her husband are planning for next month and I think that would be the perfect test to see how he reacts. If it's a good reaction, I can probably tread more dangerous waters and bring up how I feel. If he's uncomfortable with it, then I know that I'll have to back off and leave it alone. If I do get a bad reaction, I'll probably be pretty bummed out at the fact that there's no chance for anything to happen between us, but I guess it would be for a reason.

Honestly, I'm scared about just the party invite, let along telling him I want to get to know him better. I asked Rob if asking my manager to a party was overstepping boundaries and he said no. Considering he was a supervisor at one point, I think he would know, but I could be wrong. I'm really hoping he's right and that no boundaries are overstepped with that invite nor does any awkwardness come from it if there is a bad reaction.

Today was my first day off since two Fridays prior and overall it was a pretty darn good day. I slept in until around quarter after 7, but didn't get out of bed until around 8. I hung out and watched AGT on Hulu then went out to the cafe to get some grub. After that I came home and hung out for an hour or so before meeting up with a friend. We went to a place that had horrible service, but good beer. The food was okay; nothing terribly special about it. I don't think I'll interested in going back any time soon. There are plenty of places that you can get good beer along with good food and good service.

After that we went for a walk around a park then decided it was time to head home. I watched the two episodes of Master Chef and now I'm actually thinking about heading to bed soon since I've pretty much been up all day. I have laundry to do in the morning when I wake up and work at Sam's tomorrow evening. Then back to it Sunday. Joy. At least it's just that much closer to my trip. I just have to keep reminding myself that that's what all this work is for. It'll pay off in the end.

Alright, I hope tomorrow is as relaxed as it can get considering it's not really a full day off. I guess I'll find out.

Until then. . .
1 Comments.


Cupcakes sound like a much better prize than lunch! I don't think it would be weird to ask your manager to a party if you do it the right way, like just casually in conversation.
» randomjunk on 2013-09-07 05:12:52

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