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Wednesday. 2.6.13 7:10 pm
Last night I went to bed early, around 8:30-ish and was wide the fuck awake just after 11. My brain seriously ran wild with thoughts. I started looking up different things on Google. Random things such as pet friendly apartments ... I don't have any pets. I was also looking up prices of two bedroom apartments ... I live alone. Why would I need all that extra space? And I don't have anyone to live with ... nor do I know anyone who would be a roommate for me. Nor would I be able to afford a 2 bedroom on my salary. Hell, I'm nearly a two bedroom's rent in debt right now! I wanted to keep looking up more things, but I had to fight the urge so that I could sleep for work.

I finally hid the phone and forced myself to try to focus on the rain in the background or the hum of the heater. I think I fell back asleep sometime around 12:30 or 1. Then I was awake again, but I refused to look at the time in case I only had a short period of time before my alarm went off. If I knew how much longer I had, I would have been focused on that and probably wouldn't have been able to fall back asleep.

I was feeling better today than yesterday. Just tired, which is normal for me. With the exception of a couple hours at a time, like last night, I am almost always tired. And yes, I've had my iron levels tested as well as my thyroid and both tests came back negative for any issues. It's probably due to the depression, but hey, if that's one of the only daily side effects, I think I'm okay. The extreme sadness and/or mood swings don't happen on a daily basis.

I will probably be going to bed early again tonight; I sure as hell am tired enough. I didn't go running, but the lack of sleep from last night and the lack of a nap is aiding in my being super tired. Hopefully tonight I'll be able to sleep through.

This weekend will be a busy one, but I shall still find time to update! I cannot miss a day this month; not with there being a NuTang challenge on top of my personal one!

Until tomorrow. . .
2 Comments.


Oh man, I hate it when I go to bed early and wake up at some terrible early time, wide awake. I think it's just a bit worse than waking up super early on a day you can sleep in.
» randomjunk on 2013-02-07 12:23:15

Nothing worse than waking up in the middle of the night and not being able to go back to sleep. Especially if you have to be up early. Hoping you're able to get a full night's sleep tonight!
» Amelie on 2013-02-07 12:40:30

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