I'm kinda missing the old days right now. The days in Tucson when I lived in my own place and had a small, but great group of friends. The days of going out and having someone buy alcohol for me because I wasn't old enough to do so. Hanging out at the mall because that was the only thing there was to do in that town if you were broke. I don't miss the job I had there, but I won't deny that there were definitely some fun times.

Even further back, I miss the group of friends I had in high school. The 4 of us getting together just to chill at Downtown Disney. We'd kill a whole day that way. Or getting all 6 of us together and hanging out in Old Town.

But mostly I miss the closeness that my sister and I had formed when I moved back to Vegas. It went away right around when she had the baby. I miss the random texts that didn't mean anything, but we both understood them. The adventures in Wal-Mart at midnight or later. Wandering around the Strip or in the malls just for the sake of killing time.

I love Jacob dearly, but I need friends. I need to meet people who I can go hang out with on my days off. I need to be with people other than Jake. I also need to start going out on my own and doing things. I'm just working on my confidence in doing so. It's hard to find friends at this age. Unless you're in school or a frequent bar-goer. Of which I'm neither.

Even though I never really had a home, specifically, I guess you could say that I'm homesick for the "good 'ole days." I'm not really sure which place I lived in that I would call home. I guess it's a toss up between Kissimmee or Tucson. The wide abundance of stuff to do in FL versus the complete independence I had in AZ. If only there was a way to combine the two.

Anywho, I just needed to get that out of my system. I'll probably write again in a few days. Tron comes out Friday. I'm really excited for it. Hopefully after all the bills have been paid, there'll be enough to go see it.

Until next time NuTang...

I think I know how you feel. Friends are important. :/
» randomjunk on 2010-12-16 03:34:19

Men are great, but women usually bounce their big discussions off of friends before tackling the discussions with their significant others. It's just the way things work.

And, I know how you feel.
» Unicornasaurus on 2010-12-16 12:46:54

I got homesick for a while last week and man.. it was bad, I felt like packing up and taking the next bus home. Anyway, the feeling won't last and I'm sure you'll make friends over there in Washington. Happy holidays!
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