I got a new job. It's for a security company. I'll be making about $3 more an hour, if not more, and I'll have benefits. I haven't started yet, but I go to training/orientation tomorrow morning. I hope it doesn't bother Jacob that I'm in the same class as him now. I have a feeling he was happy about me not having to be there. I've already said yes so I can't change my mind now, but I sort of wish I had just said I couldn't do it until next week when they had mine scheduled. Ugh.

I've given myself a month and a half to be out of here.

I'm afraid that once I move out our relationship is going to falter ... and I've told him how I feel.

He doesn't read these things anymore. I'm sure he would if I asked him to. Otherwise, no. I can't say I don't care; otherwise I wouldn't be mentioning it, but whatever.

If you can't tell the overwhelming stress I'm under is kind of overpowering my excitement about the new job.

I want to just get away and hide out somewhere for a while, but my need for certain things is keeping me from actually doing so. Like money to survive, amongst other things.

I just don't know ...

Um... hope you feel better? :/
» randomjunk on 2008-08-28 08:42:52

Good luck with the new job, hope you'll be able to move out of Jacob's. Maybe things will be better if you do.
» Nuttz on 2008-08-29 12:05:36

Oooh that new job sounds good!

I don't really know what else can be said about your relationship....if it can pass the test of being seperated then you know it's meant to last.

Oh and btw, you've been tagged :)

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» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-08-29 02:16:43

I agree with what Muffy said. Personally, I believe that you should start the class immediately as it will give you more money sooner since you're not putting it off.

And the money will give you a new place which YOU want.

I know how much relationships can mean and that you don't want to offend your significant other in any way. But you MUST pursue those things that you want, need and deserve and if it ends up causing any problems and no amount of explanations fix whatever the problem is then you may need to re-examine things.

But I hope, for your sake, that all of these things can come together for you.
» etheracide on 2008-08-29 11:03:09

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