welcome to my mind ...

I needed to do some running around today and since ma also needed to go out, I offered to drive her around. This would give her the opportunity to ride in my car and see how it drives.

Steve also got to ride in my car today {even though we have another vehicle, we still have three very different schedules to deal with} and I'm sure there's one thing that bothers both of them more than anything: there is absolutely no smoking in my car. I'm sure it irks them to no end, but hey, my car, my rules. This is also the first time that Steve has been in the car with me driving. Every other time, whenever he was in the car, he was driving. I drive faster than mom, but I handle the vehicle well enough.

Being out and about today, getting a better feel for my car, it excited me. The freedom that comes with having my own car. With the car & insurance payments {they'll run me about $550 a month, combined} I'm perfectly okay living on Ramen for a few months if it means I can keep my car.

I had to fight the severe urge to drive up to Jacob's today. I just saw him yesterday and the space between us, though painful, is necessary. We can't spend every waking minute with one another. It'd drive us both crazy. Even married couples need to spend time apart from each other.

After I dropped Steve off at home, my sister and I went up to the mall for a few hours. I haven't been up there in such a long time {I think Christmas was the last time I was at the mall} and we were going to try and break the impossible task of finding me a dress to wear to my mother's wedding. After 4 stores and trying on one dress, I decided it was a lost cause. There's no way I'd be able to get over my sincere hatred for dresses enough in the week and a half before the wedding in order for me to suffer through wearing one. I have a nice outfit that I can wear. It'll have to suffice.

I'm about halfway through Eclipse. Once I finish the book, I'll be reading Skin and Absolute Fear. Something that will keep my mind preoccupied until Breaking Dawn comes out {August 2nd.}

I don't think my hiatus is completely over. I'm not going to try with everything in me to write a blog every day. It seems a bit much sometimes. And it'll help on the days when I don't have anything to say just to simply not type anything at all, rather than figure out how many ways I can say, "I've got nothing to write about."

My mother got her new car today too! would most probably be driving it out tonight. I can't wait for Breaking Dawn to be out!!! I'm pretty sure I can't get it the day its out because I'll never be near Kinokuniya on the day. *burst into tears* Have you seen the cover? it looks cryptic as usual.
» Nuttz on 2008-06-24 01:48:17

I can't wait for Breaking Dawn either. You going to a midnight release party or anything? I'm honestly debating...B&N are selling it at 12:01am on the 2nd, so I may be over there buying it (I'd rather go to Borders) and reading it the next day. Not sure though...not sure
» lazypuppy on 2008-06-24 08:32:04

Eh??
Your mom's getting married? This is news....do you like the guy? I don't think I've ever heard anything about him before o_0 And yes, I agree with you on the formal-wear...it's annoying. My parents get all particular about perfect ironing and little spots on the clothes. I do like wearing my suit though...if I'm going to get dressed up, I might as well do it right :P

That's so cool about your new car :D Ramen is good, nothing to complain about that lol
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-06-24 01:47:48

The no smoking in the car rule seems pretty good.

And I didn't know your mom was getting married either... :S
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