welcome to my mind ...

I worked a full shift today. Which means my hours are up over 25 for the week. It's still incredibly lame because it's not 40, but 27, 28 is better than 19.

I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. Which is only about an hour less than I normally get when I'm working, but when I woke up it felt like I had only gotten 30 minutes of sleep. So when I got home from work, I layed down for a few hours.

I'm still tired. And now I have a headache.

One of my friends from middle school got married at the end of April. He finally put the pictures up on myspace. They're a beautiful couple. They both look so happy. Then again, I would assume most people would look happy on their wedding day. Their wedding was held place outside in a garden-like setting. All the plants and stuff made it look a little crowded, but it was still nice.

The only reason I'd have mine indoors {besides the fact I think the sun is evil} is because I want to get married in the late fall. Somewhere where there's snow. It'd be too cool outside to be wearing the sleeveless dress I have in mind.

Anywho, my sister is pretty badly sun-burnt. She used sunscreen, but it doesn't do much good if you fall asleep while you're outside tanning. She stayed home from school today because of the severity. When she gets up later I'm going to see if she wants me to put Aloe on her back. I'm a little jealous because once her burn is gone she'll have a nice, dark tan. Me? I burn and go right back to white. It's a little lame.

I got my goverment check. It was direct-deposited into my account today. I was going to take it and get contacts, but now I'm thinking about just saving it. Either withdrawing it or depositing it into my savings so I won't touch it. Something tells me that the eye doctor will be more than $300. Ugh. I need to go though.

There's so much I need to do and I don't even have close to enough to do it with. A few of the things I say I 'need' are more of a severe want, but the things I just 'want,' I can live without for a while longer. Examples: I need/want clothes. It's not that I don't have any, but I have so few that I can wear, I'm doing laundry more than once a week. I need/want a car. I was going to go up and chill out with Jake for a few hours tonight, but they won't let me take the car.

This whole not-having-enough-money-to-do-jack-squat is really getting on my nerves. The fact that gas prices are at $3.60/gallon {unleaded} makes the want to go out and do stuff a harder decision than it rightfully should be. I remember complaining when gas prices were up at $1.87. Now I'm pissed cuz where my friend lives {in Illinois} gas prices are $3.09. WTF?! How lame is that?

Blah. I think I'm done ranting for now. Till next time.

{EDIT} I haven't been watching TV much lately. It's been off more often than not. I'm not really sure why I have a sudden lack of interest in the TV, but I guess it's good for me. And it saves some energy. Maybe it's just because there hasn't been anything on that's worth watching.

Ah, sunburns. Poor white people. :P

Too bad your area isn't more bike-friendly. Or is it....?
» randomjunk on 2008-05-05 08:31:34

that sucks about not working 40 hours :( You can gladly take my job where I work 60+ hours a week. It's all yours!!!

RE: My lease is up in August, so I want to move at the end of July. We still need to go look at the place still.
» lazypuppy on 2008-05-06 01:01:39

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